The Diary
Aarana Sky
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Disclaimer: I don't own them...a very lucky 
   lady in Japan does


AN: Ok, here is part one of 'The Diary'. 
  I was origionaly going to make it two 
  parts, but then this part was getting 
  long, and the story that I was thinking 
  of goes way after this (Mamoru's birthday 
  does come into play.) I just thought it
  would be cute to see Chibi-usa hook up Usagi 
  and Mamoru.

   Also, I am very bad at Japanesse...so I 
   attempted it very little, but if i did do 
   some wrong tell me? Kay? Well on with part
   one. I am really into this story, so part 2 
   will soon follow.

   ~* Means the start/finish of a Diary entry

   Sincerest thanks to my two editors SilverStarlightAngel 
   and theanimefan.  You guys are awesome!

   Oh! I almost forgot to tell you...this story takes 
   place right after the episode 'Sibling Rivalry', that 
   is the one with the turning of the four sisters, and 
   Chibi-Usa finds out that Usagi is Sailor Moon.

   Enjoy!


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~*Dear Diary:

Today I saw Mamo-chan again. He saved me and my friends
from yet another brush with death. I don't know what to 
do anymore. It hurts me too much to see him day after day
....and when he is in that mask...is there no end to my 
hurt? My heartache? I just wish that this nightmare would 
end and that Mamoru would tell me he loves me again 
and that we would one day rule the moon together. But is that 
all I want? No, I want my love back...for good this 
time.*~

Usagi put the pen down and sat back in thought. Was that 
all for tonight? Deciding that it was, Usagi got under the 
nice warm covers of her bed and went to sleep.

* * * *

"Now, where is that diary?...I know it is here somewhere." 
Chibi-usa thought as she yet again tore apart Usagi's room...
Sailor Moon's room. That thought made her shudder. To 
think that Usagi was Sailor Moon was too much to handle. 
Now if she could only find the diary to find out more about 
the situation, she could do something to help her mother in 
the future. Chibi-usa finally slid her hand under the mattress 
and felt the coldness of hard leather. A smile appeared on 
her face. 'I found it!' she inwardly screamed as she stole 
away, the diary tucked safely away in her shirt. "She won't 
miss this for a while."

Safe in her own room, Chibi-usa opened up the diary to the first 
page. "Hmm...It seems that Usagi started this about a week 
before I arrived." Chibi-usa, deeply interested in everything 
in this diary, read the first entry.

~*Dear Diary:

Hey! Usagi here. Well, I got this [d]iary...well, a 'journal' 
as part of school work, but this might actually be fun. I 
get to write about my thoughts and feelings. Now to only 
keep my brother away from this...
Anyway...I finally had my wish come true!!!!!!! We were 
hanging out with Ann and Ail, and Mamoru remembered our 
past life together. It was an emotional time for me and
I am so happy. I have yet to see him since that time we talked
on the roof, but when I do, I can't wait for him to put his 
arms around me again. (Usagi note to self...this is edited 
just in case that someone were to read this.) Well, that is 
all for now...more when I know it ^_^

Love
Usagi.*~



Chibi-usa threw down the book. Edited? Now how was she supposed 
to get the information that she needed? Upset, like a kid 
loosing her candy, Reenie decided that she wanted to pout. 
Sitting there a while, it dawned on her to read the diary 
anyway. What a perfect opportunity to find out about Usagi's 
little secrets?? So with that in mind, Chibi-usa opened the 
diary back up, and turned to where she last stopped. 


~*Dear Diary:

'Chibi-usa' showed up today. I was perfectly happy kissing 
Mamo-chan when the little spore decided to show up.*~ 


Chibi-usa cringed at that. She wasn't that bad was she?
Reenie shrugged it off. She had a mission. She didn't 
have time to worry what Usagi thought of her.
She read on.



~*Now that she has wormed her way into my life 
I have to figure out what to do with her. I know we do not have 
a cousin Chibi-usa. Mamoru seems to have a fascination with 
the little brat. Will she pose a problem between us? 
Only Kami knows.*~

'Am I posing a problem?' Chibi-usa thought.

That wasn't my 
intention, to cause a problem, but to keep Mamo-chan away from 
her and have him all to myself...then I can live with the guilt.


She turned the diary to the day that they had broken up. If 
Chibi-usa had known what she was about to read, and how it 
would affect her, she wouldn't have read on.

~*Dear Diary:

I am so upset now. I don't know whether I should cry or 
laugh, shed tears or break glass. The love of my life has 
left me, and I am lost to the world. I know that things 
don't always go right between couples, but things were going
well with us. Mamo-chan loved me, and one day we 
were going to rule the world together. He as my King, and I as his 
queen. Our destinies layed out for us, we were to be one for all 
eternity. What happened that would make Momaru forget his 
promise to love me forever? He might not remember saying 
the words...seeing as how they were spoken a thousand years ago, 
between a Prince and his Princess. But I remember. I remember 
every little word, every detail that has gone on between us 
in all the years we have known each other. I love him so much 
that I don't know what to do anymore. I want to throw all the 
badness away and create good. I know I said before that 
I would keep everything incriminating about me out of this...
but I needed to get it out. I, Princess Serenity, daughter 
of the late Queen Serenity, will get her prince back if it 
kills her. And you know, it just might.*~

Chibi-usa tried to read more, but could not see beyond her tears. 
Usagi is her mother? And Mamoru her father? And she thought 
that handling Usagi being Sailor Moon was bad...

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