Sittin? in my room By: Alexis-chan Email: aqua_moonstone17@hotmail.com Rating: G Chotto minna-chan! It?s me! I was just checking my e-mail on my brand new computer I just got for my 16th b-day (Mar 10) *jumps around excitedly*, and listening to music when this idea came to me. It?s to the song ?Sittin? In My Room? by Lila McCann off of her ?Something in the Air? CD. A very good CD I must say, and I recommend it to you guys. Disclaimer: How many times do I have to say it! I?m not a genius, therefore I could never have written something as good as Sailor Moon, and that means I DON?T OWN IT!! Okay, and this song isn?t mine either, but I?d bet you?d never guess..........this story is 110% mine. It came from my little messed up, psychotic brain *laughs evilly* Next mission, take over the Earth! Whhaaa? I didn?t just say that out loud did I? *Looks at crowd nodding heads ?YES?* Well.....er........I was just kidding *coughs and starts to walk away* See what happens when you take too many Tylenol? Your brain go...SWOOSH! right out the window. Thanks to all of you all poor people who have to out up with a nut case like me (let?s see, that would be Angel Eternal, Brianna, Sailor Star, Alex, Heather and Mako ) And to anyone I?ve forgotten, I?ve said it once and I?ll say it again, I?m a moron, I have a very short brain span, but I love ya guys and thx for talking to me! Send all comment, flames (hopefully none of them thought! ^_^), or suggestions to: aqua_moonstone17@hotmail.com Catcha on the flipz side! ~*~ Alexis-chan ~*~ ?If you live to be one hundred, I?d want to be one hundred minus one day so that I?ll never have to live a day without you.? Winnie the Pooh SITTIN? IN MY ROOM -Sittin? in my room, staring at the ceiling Nothing I can do can shake this feelin? What have you done to me I never thought I would be Sittin? in my room staring at the ceiling.- She laid there helplessly in her bed, staring at nothing but the white ceiling that hung over her head. She had never realized how many cracks it had in it, at least not until his memory started to invade her every thought. ?Why are you doing this to me??? Her mind cried out silently. ?Stupid Mamoru.? She mumbled under her breath, glancing down the bed at her feline companion who was too busy sleeping to hear the young girls sarcastic remark. No guy had ever affected her in this way before. None of her previous boyfriends, not a single guy, until the day she saw him. His stormy blue eyes that held so much emotion, sadness predominate in them, seemed to imbed themselves right in her soul. And the way his ebony hair fell over his forehead....... it was all she could do each day to keep from reaching out and pushing them back. Oh, how she wondered every night what his skin felt like, and how his kisses tasted. She just wanted to be in his arms. - I wish I could say that I?m doing fine But I can seem to get you off my mind- She tried to concentrate, but it proved of little use. Most of the time, she was daydreaming about her afternoon?s at the arcade, pretending she was ?in love? with Motoki, one of her closest friends, when really she only wanted to go there to see him. To hear is voice and call her odango atama. As much as she fussed and whined over the cursed name, she loved the way it sounded off of his lips. And how whenever she got angry, and she could feel her face beginning to flush, his lips would curve into an adorable lopsided smile that made her want to melt right then and there. ?Usagi!..... Usagi!........ Usagi Tsukino!!? She was snapped quickly back into attention by her teacher. ?Would you care to tell us what has your attention. It apparently isn?t today?s math lesson, and I?m pretty sure it isn?t the wall.? Ms. Haruna tapped her foot impatiently as the blond hair beauty started to blush. She could hear Ami, Makoto and Minako all quietly laughing next to her. ?No ma?am. Gomen, it won?t happen again Sensei.? She apologized, glaring at her friends. -Can you hear me thinkin? ?bout you? With all of my heart I?ve been trying to Send up my love just in case it?s true You feel the same way that I do Can you hear me thinkin? ?bout you?- ?Can you hear me tonight Mamo-chan?? Usagi silently wondered. A small smile made it?s way onto her face as she thought about the nick-name she had created for him. If only the day would come she could say it to his face, but she knew that day would never come. Not in a million years, would someone as good looking, sophisticated, smart, funny, and popular find he even remotely worth taking interest in. But for now, her dreams suited her fine. -I close my eyes, prayin? for the power Then my heart starts beating a million miles an hour Until the message is loud and clear Baby I?ll be right here Closin? my eyes, prayin? for the power- He felt his eyes shut, and the moment darkness settled in, light shown through brighter than anything her had ever known. It was her light , the light that turned his soul ablaze. He felt his heart rate increase a great deal with just the thought of her brilliant blue eyes, or golden hair that hung in the ?odango atama?s?. He knew she didn?t like the name one little bit, but it was so hard for him to resist. She just looked absolutely stunning when her face turned all red and her eyes flashed. Well, in all honesty, he would much rather had been on her good side, to get that breath-taking smile flashed in his direction, not just his best friends, every once in awhile. But he couldn?t control himself around her. No one had ever caused such a surge of emotions in him. Now if only he wasn?t such a coward, he could tell her how he truly feels. -I only hope I can get it right And find my ways into your dreams tonight- ?Okay, today, call her Usagi. Not odango atama. Usagi. Not Usako.? That lopsided smile came to his face as he thought about his private nick-name for her. If Motoki heard him say it once, he?d surly think that Mamoru had gone nuts. The bells on the arcade door jingled as five teenage girls walked in, laughing. Most took notice of them all, from the raven hair priestess, to the tall, beautiful brunette, both of the stunning blonds and even the small blue haired genius. But all Mamoru?s attention was on was one girl. ?Hello ladies, what can I get you?? Motoki smiled at them, causing most of them, including Usagi, to melt. He wasn?t sure if he wasn?t to try at learn how Motoki did it, or punch his lights out for doing it. He wanted to be the one to make her knees go weak, to be there when she need a shoulder, or a friend, or even someone to kiss away her fears. ?Hey Odango Atama!? Immediately, he wanted to hit himself in the head for calling her that. ?For the last time Chiba Mamoru, my name is Usagi! U-S-A-G-I!! Your a big boy, I think you can spell.? She spat out, turning on her heels and following her friends to the booth they had chosen. Quickly, Mamoru said his good-bye to Motoki, and with another look in her direction, walked out the door and towards his apartment. ?Great, now there?s no way I?ll ever get her. She hates me and it?s my own fault.? He thought bitterly, as he opened the door to his apartment. At least he had his dreams of her. -Can you hear me thinkin? ?bout you? With all of my heart I?ve been trying to Send up my love just in case it?s true You feel the same way that I do- If only she knew what he was feeling inside. If only she knew how she had been the only one to re-spark the flame of love that he had long since lost when his parents were killed in that tragic car accident, leaving his without a family, name or a person that loved or cared for him in the least. If only she knew she was the only one that would ever be able to start that fire, and also the one that held his heart in the palm of her hands. -Can you hear me wishin? I was All you?ve ever been dreamin? of I know that I will and I?m willing because This feeling I feel must be true Can you hear me thinkin? ?bout you- She didn?t know how she would go on, but when she thought she couldn?t make it, just the thought of seeing his face the next day gave her the courage to go on. He seriously thought about how he could stand living alone one minute more, but just the image of her smiling face, and the sound of her laughter gave him the strength to start a new day. -I toss and turn, I breath and burn for one kiss- All he wanted was one kiss from her sweet lips. And he didn?t know why he did it, but he had learned never to disobey his heart. So, quickly jumping out of bed, slipping on his clothes, he jumped on his motorcycle and headed straight for the park. He didn?t know why, but he knew that sometime soon he would. He knew the moment he heard her sweet voice that he couldn?t continue one more minute without kissing her, or he would surely go insane. -I?ll go one, right or wrong. ?Cuz I belong where ever he is.- She didn?t know what possessed her to take a walk that late at night. The sun had just set and the mid-summer?s night breeze made the air feel cooler than it was. She ran quickly for the park, and when she saw him, she knew why she was there. She couldn?t live one more day without his arms around her. She had to be where he was. -Can you hear me thinkin? ?bout you? With all of my heart I?ve been trying to Send up my love just in case it?s true You feel the same way that I do- ?Mamoru?? She called, and her breath caught in her throat at the sight of him. His hair was slightly tasseled from the wind, and his midnight blue eyes stared deep into her soul. ?What are you doing here?? ?I think the same thing you are Usa.? He whispered as she came closer to him. She didn?t know, but the moment he said those words, everything came so clear to her. She needed to tell him how she felt. ?Mamo-chan. Gomen, but I can?t do this anymore. I have so much to tell you that I don?t even know where to start? She felt like crying, the pure frustration of trying to put her private emotions into words. ?Then don?t.? He whispered, gently lifting her chin to look him in the eyes. Neither had ever imagined that one touch could send such a surge of emotions through their bodies. Without another word, their faces inched closer and closer together until there wasn?t hardly a gap between them. Their eyes slowly drifted shut as their lips met. Her hands wrapped around his neck and his arms slid around her slender waist, puller her even closer than she already was. When their kiss ended, neither pulled back, but held on to each other, as thought they were the only solid things left for the other. ?I heard you call.? He told her quietly, and she understood. She heard him too, but she knew he already knew that. That?s why there were there. Neither understood what they had, all they knew was that they liked it and wasn?t going to let it go. Fate and destiny had chosen these two as the lucky elite few that are allowed to feel the joy of love, and they planned on taking advantaged of that for all of time, and even beyond that. ?I love you Mamo-chan.? Were the words on her lips for the rest of eternity. ?And I love you Usako.? Were the ones that he echoed forever. Can you hear me thinkin? ?bout you? Can you hear me thinkin? ?bout you? Can you hear me thinkin? ?bout you? ** THE END ** Well?? How did you like it? Sucked? Loved it? Eh...okay? Puh-lease, send e-mail! I love it! Tell me what you thought of it. aqua_moonstone17@hotmail.com ~*~ Alexis-chan ~*~