Author Notes:
    Hi everybody out there!! Thanks for all your comments and stuff! This
chapter I am going to make longer(or I atleast hope so!) Heh.. Don't get
lost
in it thought cuz I added a new character.. So Usagi is going to be pissed
off
at the beginning, but of course Usagi could never stay mad at Mamo-chan very
long now can she?
Disclaimer: I don't own sailor moon, so please don't sue me!
Rated: PG/PG-13
I welcome any email(good or bad), so send them to me at AllyM25@aol.com

Two Becoming One
      I will finally start my plan to become closer to Mamo-chan now:

Step Two: Old Flame Burning
Location: Darien's Apartment
Objective: Trying To Get Out Of *My* House
Date: Tuesday, 7/9/98

             I try to distangle my body from Mamo-chan's jacket as I awake
from the morning's music. I yawn and stretch my tight body as I open my
droopy
eyes. Kicking the sheets off me(along with a small furball) I walk to the
bathroom and jump in the shower. The hot waterdroplets cascade on my body,
sending goosebumps everywhere. Yet the goosebumps are not from the water,
but
from what I am thinking.
            Oh Mamo-chan, I wish me and you could just have *one* night of
pleasure together. All I ask for one. ONE! Gods, is that to much to ask for?
No!  No, no, no, no, no, no, no!
           I wonder if Mamo-chan has any sexual thoughts about me.. More
than
kissing that is.. More than French kissing that is.. Well you get my drift.
You see, Mamo-chan and I have been an item for more than a thousand years,
and
not once have we made any sexual contact(if you don't count that one time in
the park..)

~Flashback~
          "Mamo-chan, I'm tired of all this. Just sick and tired of it." I
say
to the handsome stranger sitting next to me, well he is no stranger to me.
Acutally, stranger would be the least term to describe him. "What are you
tired of Usako?" He asked me back in his deep, soft voice. "Fighting. I'm
tired of it. So sick of all of it. Don't you ever wish you could be a normal
person? Never having to wonder if you'll live to see the next morning. Don't
you ever wish that?" I ask him with a kind of sadness in my voice.
"Everybody
wishes to be a normal person Usako. If I was a normal person, I would never
would have known about you, about us. I could never have felt this much love
I
feel now. Never have felt this much happiness that I feel when your around
me.
You see, destiny brought us together Usako, and destiny will keep us
together." He takes in a deep breath. "Wise words Mamo-chan, wise words." I
laugh as I scoot down the wooden bench closer to him.
             I leap up screaming. OWH!!! Owhhhhh! That hurt!! "Usako! What's
wrong?" Mamo-chan ask me with worry and concern in his voice. Okay Serena my
girl, don't cry now, just act like nothing happened. Think of something
nifty
to say.
           "I got a splinter in my butt." I end up saying the truth.
Mamo-chan
just chuckles at me as I begin to pout. "Come here baby. Let me see." I
could
feel my face turning red. What is he going to do? Look at my butt?! No way!
What if someone sees us? Even worse, what if my *father* sees us, or find
out?! "Um.. Mamo-chan, I don't think it's that bad. I just got a little
splinter, that's all." I told him, laughing nervously. Hah! Little? It's
bigger than the Earth itself, and it's stuck in *my* butt! "Come on Usako,
no
splinter would make you have tears in your eyes. Now come here, I'll try not
to bite." He teases me. "Fine." I said, giving in. I walk slowly to him, not
sure what he was going to do. What could he do? Pull down my pants and panys
for the whole world to see? Well atleast it's dark, but that's no excuse!
His
hands slowly run over my buttox. I shiver as he pulls down my pants and
underwear just far enough to see the welt that's already started to take
it's
form on me. "Aww baby, you got it deep. Now tell me if this hurts, okay?" He
starts to push on it, hoping to get the splinter out. I try to think of
something to get my mind off of this.. Lets see, chocolate. "YOW!" No good..
Doughnuts. "OWHHHH!!" No good. Mamo-chan and me on a deserted island alone,
millions of miles away from civilization... Oh yeah, that defiantly works.
            "All done love." Mamo-chan's voice rang in. I was snapped out of
my little daydream and back in reality. He pulled my clothing back up, but
not
before kissing my slowly disappearing welt. That made me shiver
uncontrolably.
He handed me the splinter that had happen to made a mark on my poor butt. It
was huge!! It was like the size of a pencil! "Wow.." Was all I could say.
"Now
Usako, how about going to get something to eat?" Mamo-chan asked me. "Sure,
I'd love to!"

~End of Flashback~

            I giggle as I remember that night. I can't believe I was so
embarrass about Mamo-chan seeing my butt. If we do bigger things, he'll be
seeing more than just my bottom. He'll be seeing *a lot* more than just
that.
I squirted shampoo in my hand and started to make my daily wash and
cleansing
as I usually do every morning.
            "Oh *please* Daddy! PLEASE!" I begged my father. He has just got
to believe me! If he doesn't think I'm spending the night at Lita's house, I
can't go. "I don't want you out tonight. It suppose to----Rain!" I twirl the
ends of my blondish hair in my hand giving him the most innocent look ever.
"Please daddy, I just have to go over there because were going to study
together." My father eyed me suspiciously. God dad! I'm in college now! I'm
not you immature fourteen year old anymore! I'm eighteen! JEEZ! "I won't
allow
it. Last time you said you were going over to spend the night with your
friends I caught you at the movies with that jerk Darien." JERK?!? How DARE
he
call Mamo-chan a JERK!! My father could see my face starting to boil and he
quickly corrected himself. "Did I say jerk sweety? I meant that wonderful
man
who keeps you away from the house and your work to much. Now if you going to
study, study in your room." And that is that. This isn't the way to treat
your
future queen daddy! Ugh. I march back up to my room in defeat.
            "Luna, what am I going to do? Mamo-chan is expecting me over at
his house tonight!" Luna rolls her eyes. "I'm just a cat Serena. I'm no Ami.
The only way out of this house was to disguse yourself so your father
wouldn't
notice you." Luna quickly screamed at what she just said. "No Serena! NO! I
won't let you--" It was to late. "Disguse Power! Turn me into my... future
self!!" After the light dimmed down I looked into the mirror. "Oh wow. Oh
wow!" I said, smiling widly. "Oh no. Oh no. Why couldn't I have been Ami's
gaurdian. Or Raye's? I had to be stuck with Serena! And of all things to
choose from! Her future self? OH BOY." I looked behind me and shot her that
death glare. That shut her up.
            I quickly walk down the stairs, skipping the fourth one that
squeaks loudly. I was just about out of the door before someone called out
"Hey! Who are you?!" I turned around and saw Sammy staring at me. Crap! "Um,
hello Sammy. You don't know me do you? I'm one of Serena's best friends,
um,"
Think of something quick! "Selene." Sammy eyed me just the same way my
father
does. "Your kinda old to be Serena's friend, aren't you?" I look at him
apalled. I wouldn't think my future self as *old* looking! "Well, Serena is
such a carring person, she can make friends with people of all ages." I said
to him. That just cracked him up. Siblings, God bless them. Yeah right...
           "Now if you excuse me, my dear Sammy, I'll be leaving. Tell your
lovely, perfect, wonderful sister that I'll.. Um.. Call her! Bye bye!" I
said
running out the door. Phew. That was to close. Wait, no! I forgot
Mamo-chan's
jacket. Ugh...
           After I shut the door, Sammy came bursting out. "Hey again! Bye
again!" Sammy said, taking off down the street. Okay, I just have to get
Mamo-
chan's jacket and I'm outta here. I was just about to open the door when my
mother opened it. "Oh, hello miss. How may I help you?" My mother asked me.
Damn, what am I going to do? Come on Serena, think of something snappy. "I
was
wondering if you have a black cat that goes by the name Luna?" I asked my
mom.
She smiled. "Why yes we do. It's my daughter's cat. Why?" Okay, well, I
don't
have to lie on this exactly. "Well, I'm the owner of the cat I believe your
daughter has now. I was wondering if I can take a look at it to see if it is
mine or not. If that is no problem, of course!" My mother shook her head.
"No
problem at all-- I didn't quite catch your name miss." "Selene." "No problem
Ms. Selene. Luna should be up in my daughter's room right now. I'll go get
her
and Luna." Mom said to me. "NO! I mean, no. I'll go up there to get Luna. I
am
awful hungry though, for I have been looking for Luna all week. Would you
mind
making me something to eat?" Okay, that is risky, but if I know my mom (and
I
know my mom) she'll be in the kitchen all day fixing a feast for me if she
buys my lie. "I guess I could. Sure!" Mother says, letting me in.
              "Well, I'll be leaving now Mrs. Tsuniko. Sorry about not
staying
to eat, but your daughter didn't have my cat. Well.. Umm... Goodbye!" I said
running out the door before my mom could say anything to me. Thank god my
father wasn't around.
              I breathed in the fresh air outside. I feel so dirty, so
sneaky,
so bad.. Oh well. I got the jacket so now on to Mamo-chan's apartment.
              I knock on the his door and wait for him to open it. I could
hear the shower running so I decided to let myself in. What's the harm? I
let
myself in his apartment a thousand times.
              I open the door and find Mamo-chan asleep on the couch. Wait a
minute! If he is asleep on the couch, than who is in the shower?
Omigod......
Oh god.... Please don't tell me this is true. "Usako?" A sleepy Mamo-chan
asks
me. "What are you doing here?" I stare at him and than I see the bathroom
door
opening. Out comes a beautiful woman about my age with long black hair and
dark blue eyes. She is wrapped in a towel and is humming some type of music,
I
really didn't pay attention to it. Pain and anguish hit me in the gut and I
feel to the floor in tears. "Why? Why Mamo-chan! I thought I was your only
one!" I chocked out through sobs. My vision was blurry, but I could see
Mamo-
chan's exspressions. First confusement, than pain and embarrassment, and
last
anger. Oh god, he's angry at me! I cried helplessly on the floor as
Mamo-chan
and the girl just stood there, their gazes barring into me side, chewing me
up
and spitting me out. I quickly started backing towards the door. I looked at
Mamo-chan and yelled out something I thought I could never say "I never want
to see you again Darien Mamoru Chiba." Gritting my teeth, I flung the door
open and ran out, not really caring were I was going. I could hear him call
after me, but I didn't stop. This time, I didn't want to hear his excuse.
            After fifteen minutes, I'm still running. After four years as
being Sailor Moon, I'm pretty use to running for a long time. I could feel
my
lungs burst with pain, my muscels throb, and my heart was caught in my
throat,
chocking me, but I didn't stop. I just kept runnign.
            To tired to keep going, I laid down besides the lake, crying my
heart into the grass. My soul was breaking into a thousand pieces. I slowly
feel asleep, tired from my crying and running.
            When I awoke I could feel the moonlight comforting me. It has
always had that affect on me. "Usako?" Came an all-to-familiar voice. I
looked
up to see Mamo-chan with-- HER!!! How dare he bring *HER* here!! "Go away."
I
growled at him. "Usako please, Terra isn't what you think." Mamo--I mean
Darien said to me. He strolled slowly up to me, hesitating rather or not to
take me into his arms, or leave me shaking on the grass. "Than what am I
suppose to think Darien? That you just happen to have a gorgeous woman
showering in your apartment and that makes everything okay! I don't think
so!"
Darien shook his head. "First off Usako, she isn't just an ordinary woman.
She's my best friend. Second off, you should hear the story. We were best
friends in the orphanage, but she was adopted and I wasn't. The problem was
that after all these years her life didn't end with a happy ending. She was
abused at her home. I'm not saying she was just beated, she was raped too.
Raped Usako. She left her home and searched for me, the only person she
could
trust. I was going to introduce you guys when you came over, but you kinda
took it the wrong way." He finished. I could feel my soul, my heart being
put
back together. "Oh.." I said. I look up at the girl who smiled shyly at me.
I
wipped my face and smiled back at her. Than I faced Mamo-chan. "I'm so sorry
Mamo-chan. I real--" I wasn't able to finish. He had taken me into a deep,
passionate kiss that seem to light a fire in our souls. The problem was that
fire craved for something much more than a kiss, and we both knew it.
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PHEWWWWWWWWW!!! That's over with. Gosh that took forever! Well I hope you
enjoy it!!! =D

LuV,
Allison /\_~