Hey! well I had this really good idea for a fic so here I am 
writing it.  If anyone else has done it I'm sorry for using 
your idea.  Ok it is set in the R season when Darien breaks 
up with Serena.  It is in Dariens POV and the song is without 
you by Mariah Carey.  Well here it is. Standard disclaimers 
apply.  I do not own Sailor Moon or Mariah Carey and her song 
without you.
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Without you
By: Cher
Email: Usach_10@hotmail.com
Rated: PG
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"Hey Serena what do you think about dreams?" I asked the 
blonde angel lying next to me.  We both lay atop a grassy 
hill staring at the heavens above us.  "How do you mean 
muffin?" Serena mumbled sitting up a little.  I looked at her 
and kissed her forehead lightly.  "Do you think that people 
should follow their dreams?" I asked.  I watched her eyes 
cloud over with confusion.  She creased her brow and stared 
at the sky thoughtfully.  We lay in silence for a while until 
finally Serena turned to me.  "Of course I do muffin.  If 
people didn't follow their dreams then they would never be 
happy.  You should always listen to your dreams because they 
are very important.  Dreams come from here." Serena said 
placing a hand on my heart.  "You should always follow your 
heart Darien." Serena whispered.  I smiled at the little 
princess beside me.  I placed my arms around her and drew her 
to me for a kiss.  Her lips fell to mine and I felt pure 
bliss as her scent engulfed me.  Slowly her lips parted and 
she began to massage my mouth with her tongue.  I separated 
from her and smiled.  "I love you Darien." She said to me 
before lying back down on the soft grass. "I love you to my 
angel." I said lying beside her.  We lay on that hill for 
almost the whole day just staring at the clouds.  Finally she 
had to leave and we bid our good byes.  "I love you muffin.  
Call me tomorrow?" Serena said to me. I smiled at my little 
meatball head.  "I will my meatball head." I said kissing her 
pink lips softly.  I turned and headed back to my apartment.
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I woke with a start in the middle of the night.  A heavy 
sweat had appeared on my brow.  I remembered the dream 
instantly.  "No it can't be." I cried.  I love Serena I can't 
leave her.  She is my life.  I can't live without her.  I 
picked up the photo of Serena and I sitting on the same hill 
we were just on only hours ago.  I remembered her words and 
several tears were forming in my eyes.  "No Serena I love 
you." I cried in anguish.  Her voice seemed to be repeating 
the same phrase "You should always listen to your dreams 
because they are very important.  Dreams come from here."  I 
shook my head trying to get her haunting voice to disappear 
from my head.  I fingered the glass on the picture lightly 
suddenly the glass shattered in the frame. "No.  Please." I 
cried.  I fell back onto my bed and cried myself to sleep.
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I awoke the next morning to a pounding on the door.  "What 
time is it?" I groaned rolling over to face the electric 
clock.  It flashed 10.06 am.  I moaned slightly as I 
remembered the dream and the haunting voices.  "Oh Serena I 
love you." I said standing from my bed I padded out into the 
hallway to the front door.  I opened it slowly and Serena 
stood in my doorway looking nervous.  I watched her gasp as 
she saw my appearance.  "Darien are you ok.  You look 
horrible!" Serena exclaimed.  "I'm fine Serena.  Did you want 
something?" I asked.  "No nothing important it's just that 
you didn't ring and I got kinda worried.  Sorry if I woke 
you." Serena said she ran forward to lunge herself into my 
arms.  But I grabbed her and stopped her.  "Darien what is 
it?" She gasped.  "Serena I don't think we should see each 
other anymore." I mumbled.  "Wha?What do you mean?"  Serena 
said confusion shining in her eyes.  "I don't love you 
anymore Serena.  We're over.  There is no more." I said tears 
forming in my eyes.  I heard Serena let out a short sob.  
"But don't you remember our past.  I was the moon princess 
and you were prince Darien.  We're destined to be." Serena 
cried tears flowing freely from her eyes.  "Why should I let 
something that happened in the past control my life now." I 
said angrily.  "Why? why don't I believe you?" Serena said 
softly.  The room filled with an uncomfortable silence.  I 
had to fight the urge to run to Serena and wrap her in my 
arms.  But she said it herself.  I must listen to my dreams.  
And my dream told me to stay away from her.  "Well I guess we 
weren't meant to be together after all." Serena sobbed.  I 
watched her turn slowly and step out the door.  I slid down 
the wall and tears flowed down my cheeks.  "I'm sorry Serena 
I love you so much.  I'm so sorry." I cried for hours and 
hours. 
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 No I can't forget this feeling. 
Or your face as you were leaving,
but I guess that's just the way the story goes.  
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It had been two days since I broke it off with Serena.  Two 
sorrowful days of hiding in my apartment.  I missed her voice 
the way she was constantly happy.  I missed the way she would 
tell me she cared.  I missed the way the day would be so 
horrible and then I saw her and everything was better.  I had 
the dream again the past two nights.  I longed to hold Serena 
in my arms and comfort her with soothing words.  I finally 
realized that I couldn't hide in my apartment forever.  I 
sighed and slipped on some clothes.  I grabbed my wallet and 
headed out the door.  As soon as I stepped out of my 
apartment building I felt the anguish set in.  I saw the park 
that Serena and I had numerous times sat in and talked openly 
to each other.  I sighed and headed for the arcade.  I knew 
Andrew would be working there and I was in some serious need 
of cheering up.  I reached the automatic doors to the arcade 
and stepped in.  The bells rang happily and made me feel even 
more despair.  I saw Andrew cleaning the counter and walked 
over to him.  "Hey Darien is something wrong?" I looked at my 
friend and slumped onto a stool.  "You could say that." I 
mumbled and watched Andrew turn to make a coffee.  "Here ya 
go do you wanna talk?" Andrew asked true concern in his eyes.  
I sighed and realized I had to get it of my chest.  "I broke 
up with Serena two days ago." I mumbled dejectedly.  "You 
what?" Andrew said taking a step back.  "But why?" He asked 
confused.  I couldn't tell him about the dream could I?  
"Well we were talking about dreams and she said that you 
should always follow them.  Then I had this dream and it told 
me to stay away from her so I broke up with her." I said 
sipping the coffee.  I heard the bells on the door open and 
turned to see Serena and her friends walk in.  They were all 
smiling and laughing.  All except Serena her eyes were dull 
and emotionless.  She had a small smile on her face but I 
could tell she was forcing it.  I sighed and turned back to 
my coffee.  Luckily she didn't see me.  
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You always smile but in your eyes your sorrow shows 
yes it shows.

No I can't forget tomorrow,
when I think of all my sorrows.  
When I had you there but then I let you go.
And now its only fair that I should let you know,
What you should know.
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I watched as Serena and her friends sat in the corner booth.  
I slowly stood and left some money on the counter for the 
coffee.  I walked out of the arcade and slowly back to my 
apartment.  When I finally reached it I felt more despair 
than ever.  I slowly wished that something would come and 
kill me right then and there.  I sat and thought of all the 
times Serena and I had shared and slowly tears began to 
trickle down my face.  "I love you Serena." I said softly.  
"I hope you can someday realize this was for the best.  You 
know I can't live without you." 
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I can't live if living is without you
I can't live I can't give anymore
I can't live if living is without you
I can't give I can't give anymore.
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THE END!  Like? Hate? It was a spare of the moment thing 
sorry if it was real short but I wanted to end it right 
there.  Email me with comments.  Oh yeah here is the whole 
song.  =) Cher.
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No I can't forget this feeling. 
Or your face as you were leaving, 
but I guess that's just the way the story goes.  
You always smile but in your eyes your sorrow shows. 
Yes it shows.

No I can't forget tomorrow.  
When I think of all my sorrows, 
when I had you there but then I let you go.  
And now It's only fair that I should let you know. 
What you should know.

I can't live if living is without you
I can't live I can't give anymore
I can't live if living is without you
I can't give I can't give anymore.

Well I can't forget this feeling.  
Or your face as you were leaving, 
but I guess that's just the way the story goes.  
You always smile but in your eyes your sorrow shows.  
Yes it shows.

I can't live if living is without you
I can't live I can't give anymore
I can't live if living is without you
I can't live I can't give anymore.
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