Nella@net2000.com.au Hey Everyone I'm back!!!!! Yep well here it is Chapter 4. Thanks for everyone who has been waiting for it!!! I'd like to thank a few people. Firstly Silver Princess, thanks for being a great friend..go read her story guys. It's FOR ETERNITY!!!!! Then I like to thank my friend Belldandy. Her Story is sooo funny. Flirtaous with Disaster. Then there is the Fire Mage His story is a mix of X files and Sailor Moon. Go read them!!!!!!!!! Well anyway there are others I have to thank such as Julia, Willow and all the rest who wrote to me. THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Please I'd like to hear all comments. Email me on nella@net2000.com.au. Disclaimer: Sailor Moon is not mine...blah blah blah..Achooo opps I forgot I am allegoric to the Disclaimer. Oh yeah please don't steal my poems. Thanks Seeya Angel Wings. I hope you enjoy it!!!!!!!!!! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Love, Destiny and Fate - Part 4 By Angel Wings ****** What does it feel to be in love? What would his kiss taste like? I am lost but yet I am found in his arms but who is he the one I love? Is this a dream or is this real The love of a lifetime so close but I can't touch it. Will he love me always Is he my first love and true love? I wish he was holding me My head resting on his chest. So gentle is his touch that it merely seems like a dream. Is this what he feels towards me? Me this clumsy, princess? Am I his one and only? When your not in love it hurts because you want to know what it feels like to be in love and have someone love you It hurts more when you are in love for being without him kills you. When he's near how can I breath? How can one person do this? Even the touch of his fingers gives me chills. Do you love me or am I a fool to think so? You hold me in your arms and I hold you tight as if the world will take me from you. I can't bare to live without you but if I were to die, I would want you to live. you are my soul my heart my everything I breath you, I hear you I see you. I fall further and take you with me. Our love that lived for centuries In a flash all is gone but here I am my heart aching holding myself pretending it's you. Who are you my love? The love that is so true? ****** "No, no more, no more please." Serena woke up again for the 4th time that week. She couldn't bare it anymore. All this love intoxicating, but it hurt her how she loved someone that she did not know really existed. "Please no more, I can't bare these dreams." She wiped the tears that stained her porcelain skin. She was tired, from the dreams that haunted her night and these pure feelings of love. < How can I love someone when I don't know who the person is?> Serena questioned. She couldn't answer it, she was too tired and tomorrow was the wedding too. Serena had to get some sleep or she would look terrible in the morning. She could imagine herself with bags under her eyes and untidy hair. Then she saw Darien saying how ugly she was. There was a pang, and a sudden sadness washed over her. < Yeah, Prince Darien probably thinks I am ugly anyway. Hey wait a moment, why do I care what he thinks? I don't like him or anything.> She thought seeming angry that she had even thought of the jerk. < All this dream prince stuff is making me fall for Darien, ewe, yuck.!!!> "No more talk, must sleep!!!" With that Serena fell back on her pillows and started to dream about food and all the lovely treats that were gonna be at the party tomorrow. < hmm..wedding cake> She fell asleep, using all her might to avoid her dream prince since tomorrow was the day, that she needed to be happy. Happy so she didn't look like she was going to a Funeral instead of a wedding. *** " Hey Serena you look great!!" said Mina who was dressed in a pale orange dress that showed her neck line. It was long and complemented her long blonde hair. Which seductively was worn down, her bare back. "Yeah, all the guys are gonna go for you Sere!!" Lita commented, with a smile in Serena's direction. Lita was wearing a pale green dress that showed her shoulders. It was held up by to cords that were around her dress. She looked absolutely beautiful, with her hair tied up in her pony tail. "Thanks guys, but I reckon we all look great. Definitely you guys!!!." Serena said, happy that she had gotten some sleep last night. Serena wore a pale pink dress. That flowed all the way down with frills and golden embroidery. Anyone one would have mistaken her for the one who was getting married. " Oh Wow, look at Rei and Amy!! You guys look totally hot." Serena stared at the two figures who had just entered her bedroom. Amy blushed " Um..thanks!! Maybe..I over did it." Amy said looking at herself. She was wearing a light blue dress, that also showed her shoulders. It was long and silky. " I don't want to look hot, just presentable." "Amy!!" Everyone shouted, sweat drops forming on their heads while they bowed them. "Hey girl, I don't think Zoisite would mind." chuckled Mina. "Hey you guys stop that, he..,is just..merely..a..a friend." "Yeah sure, Ames what ever you say." Serena replied laughing. "Rei!!! Hey guys have you noticed Rei hasn't said a word yet, not even a insult to me in my dress." Serena stated smiling at Rei since she had this far away dreamy look. "huh..what??" Rei answered a little dazed. Rei wore a red, Chinese dress that was long with golden embroidery. It had two slits on the sides that showed her long legs. "Rei, you haven't even insulted me on my dress. Where's the who's getting married you or the actual bride insult?? Ha..?" Serena questioned, knowing why Rei was so distracted. It was because of Jadeite. "Yeah who is getting married meatball head?" Rei asked with a sly smile. "Awwe Rei your so mean you know how I hate being called MEATBALL head" Serena said tears starting to form in her eyes. "Oh Great, Don't start balling Serena, you know how my ears are not prone to your wailing." Rei remarked "WAHHHH!!!! *sniff sniff* Well Rei, HOW WAS THE OUTING WITH JAEDITE? hmmm...?" Serena changed the subject, knowing that she hit a nerve. "Well..he was nice I guess." Rei said starting to smile " Oh Yeah, give us the details girl" Mina said smiling. To change the subject Rei asked Serena about Darien " forget me..How was your outing with Darien??" Rei sighed with the rest of the girls. "He is so dreamy!!!" Lita sighed. "Ewwe..that jerk, I left him in the gardens." "WHAT?!?!" all the girls gasped out. "Serena why did you do that?" asked Amy "Well..cause..he started calling me MEATBALL HEAD AND HE STARTED TEASING me, saying I can't walk and breath at the same time and and cause I hate him." Serena managed to finish. "but Serena you can't walk and breath at the same time anyway, He was being truthful." Rei laughed "REI!!!" Serena shouted. They were all interrupted by Lady Beryl, walking in on them "Girls are you ready?" asked Lady Beryl. She was dressed in a purple, dress that was quite revealing. Her beautiful green eyes mixed with her porcelain creamy skin. With her long red her she was a vision of beauty. "Yes, Lady Beryl we are ready." replied Amy. "wow you look really awesome!!" Serena stated.< Wow, she is so beautiful, I wish I was beautiful as her> "Thank you Serenity, but that is no way to say it. You don't go about using the word awesome and such things, Now correct yourself." Lady Beryl ordered her. "Huh?..oh..um I am sorry Lady Beryl, you look very elegant today." Serena said, feeling sad that Lady Beryl was being so mean to her. < Jeez, I like to correct her...> Thought all of the Senshi. How could she be so mean to the Princess? They were glaring at Lady Beryl but she was too busy taking compliments and not giving any. "That's better Serenity, Now stop wasting time and let's get going to the wedding." Lady Beryl gestured with her hand to come. < Wasting time?? She was paying you a compliment WITCH!!> thought Lita. Lita suddenly asked Lady Beryl " Don't you think Serena looks like an angel tonight?" Lady Beryl turned to Lita and said "We have no time to stand here admiring each other, Let's go NOW." The senshi grew even angrier. < All she had to do was say yes. THE WITCH.> " C'mon girls let's go. We have a wedding to get to." a voice came from behind Lady Beryl. It was Luna. "Lady Luna, I was just telling them to.." Lady Beryl was interrupted "Enough, I heard..c'mon let's go girls" Luna sure did hear, very word of what Lady Beryl had said. She also was pretty mad. "Okay Luna." They all answered and then one by one they left the room and started walking in the direction of the chapel. *** The wedding had gone with out a hitch. The only bad thing about it was that Serena and the senshi had come late and so they had to sit right at the back where they weren't seen by anyone. Serena though had managed to get a glimpse of Prince Darien. He looked charming in his velvet black suit, with gold embroidery. It made his eyes stand out and every girl he passed almost passed out, except Serena of course. Prince Darien on the other hand hadn't seen Serena. He was trying to look for her without drawing any attention to what he was doing but he couldn't find her. Serena saw him look around for something but she wasn't sure what he was looking for. Not that she cared anyway. Now that the wedding had finished the crowd moved into the hall, where a feast was waiting. "Look you guys, this is so pretty!!" Serena said astonished at all the decorations. "Yeah, I hope someone asks me to dance." Mina hoped. The party started, people dancing and talking. The senshi all sat at a table with Princess Serena. Lady Beryl and Luna also joined them. thought Serena. She was still depressed from her dream. Her dream prince he seemed so real but it was only a dream. That was what she kept on telling herself. Serena thought unconsciously looking around. *** "Neflite, have you seen Princess Serena anywhere?" "No Darien I haven't, but I'll help you search. I am looking for Lita, I mean Princess Lita." Neflite said. "Oh okay" Darien spoke, not really listening to Neflite. Darien's thoughts were interrupted but a familiar looking hairstyle. He made his way through the crowd, and there she was. He could only see the back of her until she turned around just as he got into sight. < Wow it is like she sensed that I was coming.> Darien held his breath while her beauty seeped and penetrated his brain. Her blue eyes looked sad but they glittered when she met his eyes. Darien ignored everything else but those blue eyes that meant everything and anything to him. "Darien..Darien..!!" Queen Celeste called from across the room. "huh..Mum?" Darien asked coming back to reality. "Darien could you do me a favour?" Queen Celeste asked her son "Yeah Mum, what is it?" "Could you go and ask Lady Beryl to dance? If you go ask her, all the other princes would. Please" Queen Celeste asked. She felt sorry for Lady Beryl. Even though she was beautiful, people thought she was weird. "Aw mum, I was just going to ask Princess Serena to dance with me.." "Oh honey, you can dance with her next, she has many admirers, Lady Beryl even though is quite pretty, needs some encouragement to dance. Just once, okay." "Okay mum." Prince Darien agreed and headed towards Princess Serenity's table. *** Serena looked around and there he was coming towards her. Serena's heart skipped a beat. She looked into his eyes. Somehow they looked familiar. < hey why I am going all mushy for?? It is only that jerk Darien.> Somehow, she didn't believe her own thoughts. Darien was about to come to their table when his mother called him. Serena looked, at his face and saw it drop. < hmm..I wonder what happened> He then looked back at Serena, who was staring at him. She finally realised what she was doing and looked out at the dancers. He approached their table. < Is..is he going to ask me to dance??> Serena's heartbeat quickened. He smiled at her and she smiled up at him. < It doesn't hurt to smile, even if I hate him right? RIGHT!> He walked past her and asked Lady Beryl to dance. Serena heard him " Lady Beryl would you care to dance with me?" " Why Prince Endymion, I would LOVE too." He took Lady Beryl's hand and lead her to the dance floor. Serena watched as Darien held Lady Beryl, not close but close enough for her heart to ache. Serena thought trying cheer herself up. Serena got up and walked to the balcony. She took some air in, looking up at the moon and thinking about her dream prince. She then went back inside and stood near a pot plant. It had a good view of both Prince Darien and her table. The senshi one by one were asked by both the generals and their other admirers. Princess Serena on the other hand wasn't accepting any offers to dance. The song ended and she thought that Prince Darien would dance with Lady Beryl again so she went back out onto the balcony. < Why do I care, that Prince Darien's not asking me? I don't care!!! But then why does it hurt?? I hate him don't I? Of course I do, I guess I am just depressed that my dream prince isn't here.> Serena heard a noise and turned around. She looked up into 2 stormy blue eyes that gazed into hers. "Princess Serena, would..you..um like to dance with me?" Darien asked her sincerely. Serena turned back "um..I'm not a very good dancer sorry." " Oh Serena please, just once Meatball head." Darien asked again < Please Serena> His mind pleaded " Don't call me MEATBALL HEAD!!!! My name is Serena" "Okay okay, sorry. I'll tell you what, you dance with me once and I won't call you meatball head for a whole day. Okay?" Darien asked with a quirky grin " A whole day??" Serena asked as she turned to face him looking a little steamed "Take it or leave it, but if I were you I would take it." he smiled down at her. " Fine, only because I don't want you calling me MEATBALL HEAD." Serena said and took his hand which he had outstretched to her. He guided her to the dance floor. Soft, slow music washed over them Darien pulled her close to him, much closer than he had danced with Lady Beryl. Serena rested her head on his chest, depression washing her over her again. < He probably asked me because his mother told him to. Of course, he asked Lady Beryl first. And she is much prettier than me!!!!> Darien felt Serena's sadness, he looked down at her. < Why is she so sad? Whoever did made my Serena sad is gonna pay!!! Wait where did I get MY Serena. Like your brain told you before Dar, YOU LOVE HER!!!> Darien held her tighter. Of course he loved her, but Serena didn't. She felt so good to hold. < Oh Serena How much I love you. And you don't even know it Meatball head. I wish you knew but if you don't feel the same way..I couldn't be able to handle it. So I won't tell you my true feelings.> Serena held Darien tight. It was like he was protecting her from everything. Heartbreak from her Dream Prince, from Lady Beryl's cruelties. The dance ended and Serena thanked Darien for it. She was too depressed to fight anymore. " Thanks Darien, I have to go..bye." Serena walked out of the room and then started running but since she was klutzy she tripped and fell on the hard marble. Tears started flowing. She was sick, she was convinced that Darien loved Lady Beryl and that her dream prince was just a dream. *** Lady Beryl watched as Serena and Darien danced close to each other. Jealousy flowed through her veins. She didn't understand, why but she was sure that Prince Darien liked her and not Prince Serena. Serena had somehow made Darien dance with her. < That Moonbrat, she must of brainwashed him. Hey what am I saying? This is Princess Serenity. Still least I know that Darien likes me.> Lady Beryl stared at Serena as she rushed out of the ballroom. She started following her. Then Darien right after Lady Beryl. *** Serena sat on the cold marble crying. Then she heard a familiar voice. " PRINCESS SERENITY GET UP!!!!" "La..Lady Beryl?" Serena stuttered " WHAT ARE YOU DOING?? PRINCESSES DO NOT SIT ON THE GROUND.!!! GET UP NOW!!!!!!! YOUR A DISGRACE TO THE MOON KINGDOM. FALLING ALL OVER YOURSELF. YOUR SUCH A KLUTZ AND A DISAPOINTMENT TO EVERYONE YOU MEET!!! GET UP..." Lady Beryl was cut off by a strong masculine voice. "LADY BERYL THAT"S ENOUGH. YOU ARE TALKING TO PRINCESS SERENITY. SHOW SOME RESPECT." Prince Darien's voice boomed. He was really angry, at Lady Beryl, for even speaking to his love at such a tone and all the things she was saying. Serena looked up, tears still spilling out from her eyes. "Prince Darien..I..I she needs discipline." Lady Beryl argued "No leave her.!!" was his only reply "FINE!!" Lady Beryl stormed out of the hallway back to the party. "Serena are you okay, here let me help you up." Darien said while helping Serena up. His voice was filled with even more concern than last time. His eyes looked worried. Serena couldn't handle it anymore and threw herself into his warm embrace. She cried for all the times Lady Beryl had been mean to her and for the fact that Darien loved Lady Beryl and not her. She was destined to be alone and unloved. Darien's arms went around her and he held her close. Comforting her. " Don't worry Serena, I won't let anything or anyone hurt you." ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~` Hiya well chapter 4 is finished and yes again it is short. I will try really hard for a longer chapter next time since I am on holidays!!! FINALLY!!!!!! Now I bet your wondering why I made Serena think that Darien loves Lady Beryl even after he shouted at her. The reason is that love is blind and that explains it *^_^* Well stay tuned for chapter 5 Seeya Angel Wings