Bunny Annla Hello minna-chan! Yes I am working on my series, I already have the intro and half of the first life done. I just got a great idea for a story, and in my other story, I'm kindda getting a writer's block. Well, send all comments, criticisms, spelling corrections, flames, and praises to bunnyannla@geocities.com. This story takes place between Anne and Erl or Ann and Alan, and the Chibi Usa episodes. I got the idea for this while I was watching Sailor Moon. BTW if you like this you might like I have no Idea What to Title this, Sailor Moon Lives, and Sailor Moon R(oses) both are romantic, I had a hard time even thinking up a title for that one. ^-^ Another BTW this is my longest part. -Bunny Annla What if You Didn't Remember? Would you still love me? Part one Usagi to herself: I can't shake this stupid question. If Mamo-chan and weren't in love our past life, would we still love each other? Before Mamo-chan got his memory back he didn't like me too much, I wonder if he ever would have? I wonder if we would have ever done anything besides fight if we didn't get our memories from our past lives back? Usagi: Sigh. Mamoru: Something wrong Usako? Usagi: Oh, no nothing at all. Mamoru: You seem quiet. Usagi: Oh, sorry. Usagi to herself: I can't tell Mamo-chan what I'm thinking, he might be offended. Anyway would I say? I'm questioning our love? No way, I love him too much to say that. But still, I really hate this paranoia. Mamoru: Penny for your thoughts? Usagi: No thanks Mamo-chan, I wasn't really thinking about anything. Mamoru: Really, than why were you almost frowning Usako? Usagi: Oh, um, no reason. ^-^; Mamoru: Really I thought you were are 'year round hyper girl.' Usagi smiling: I am, see! Mamoru gives her a peck on the cheek: Well, okay. Usagi: AAA!!! I'm late! Mamoru: For what?! Usagi: For a Sailor Meeting!! Mamoru: Why didn't you tell me? Usagi, giving him a quick peck on the cheek, and running off: I forgot! A few minutes later... Usagi, panting and leaning against the entrance of Rei's Shrine panting: I hope I'm not too late. Rei: What took so long Odango Amata? Usagi: Gomen, Gomen minna-chan. Rei: Honestly Usagi! Can't you ever be on time? Usagi: Hai, I'm on time when I meet Mamo-chan. Rei: Usagi-chan, what will we do with you? Usagi: I donno Rei-chan, but I have a suggestion for what we can do with those doughnuts over there. Minako: Usagi-chan, can you please be more focused? Usagi: Okay, minna-chan. Luna: Good Usagi-san. What were you saying Ami-san? Ami: I was saying that my computer is predicting that an enemy's going to come sometime in the summer, it hasn't lied yet, so everyone should keep an eye open. Usagi, mumbling, barely audibly: I wonder... Rei: What's that Usagi-chan? Usagi, embarrassed: Oh! Nani! Nothing, really nothing, I was just talking to myself, ha ha! Makoto: You seem very started for just talking to yourself Usagi-chan. Usagi: Actually I was just thinking out loud, Mako-chan. Gomen. Rei: It's probably nothing Mako-chan, she probably was just thinking about Mamoru-san, as always. After the senshi meeting broke up Usagi stayed behind to talk to Rei. Usagi: Rei-chan, have you ever wondered what life would be like if we didn't get our memories back? Rei, sweeping: No, not really, we were destined to get them back. Usagi, sitting down: I wonder if we would still be friends. I wonder if we'd want to be friends. I wonder if Mamo-chan would like me. I wonder if Luna would still bug me as much. Rei: You are more pensive than you appear to be Odango Amata. We might not be friends, or even want to. Mamoru-san would probably still be going out with me. Luna would probably just meow at you instead of lecture you. Usagi, with tears in her eyes: You really think that?! Rei who stops sweeping to look at her crying friend: Well if we didn't have to get along as senshi we would have just given up trying to be friends. Luna wouldn't really want you to get your memory back, since you just wanted to be a normal girl. Usagi, surprised as Rei stops: Yea, go on. Rei, going back to sweeping: I finished. Usagi: What about Mamo-chan. Rei: I really can't say this too nicely, but ever notice that when he didn't have his memories back, he didn't really like you too much. Note: This one has no relation to my other fanfics. Usagi, wailing: WWWWWWWAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!! Rei frowning: Hey Odango you asked, I just told you my opinion. Usagi, still crying: Yea, but why does your opinion have to be so mean? Rei, very sorry, especially 'cuz she's losing her hearing on account of Usagi's wailing. : Actually Usagi-chan, I don't know. Usagi, stopped wailing: Oh. Rei: I really don't know. Usagi: I'm gomen I've been such a crybaby, you're a really great friend Rei-chan. I have to go, bye. Rei: Bye Usagi-chan. Rei, silently: I hope you find the answer you're looking for. Later: Usagi in her room, sitting on her bed, hugging her stuffed bunny. Usagi: Luna, you're smart, do you know what life would be like if everyone didn't get they're memories of the Moon Kingdom back? Luna: Why Usagi-san that's a very odd question. I don't know. Usagi: Never mind... Luna: Oh Usagi-san! Usagi: Luna! Really! You could be nice. Luna: Sorry, I wasn't aware I was being rude. Usagi, pauses to look out the window. She starts to cry. Luna wide-eyed watches Usagi reflection. Luna: I'm very sorry, I didn't know I was being so mean, I'm very sorry. Usagi, wiping the tears off: Luna-chan, you weren't that mean. I'm okay really. Luna: Really, you normally don't cry like that, you normally just wail, are you sure you're alright? Usagi: I'm positive Luna-chan. Usagi get into her pj's and falls asleep quickly as always. During the night. Usagi: WHAT?! NO! PLEASE NO! Luna: Meow, what's wrong? Usagi: Why...What?! Mamo-chan?! Luna: What's up with her? Is she dreaming? Usagi: B-b-but Mamo-chan?! Luna, as she covers her ears with her paws: Tonight's going to be a long night. Usagi, kept on having disturbed sleep. The next morning. Usagi wakes up, with her hair all messy. Usagi: Man, I feel like I hadn't slept a wink. Luna making a face: Well I didn't. You were having such a fit in your sleep I can see why you're still tired. Usagi, embarrassed: Gomen Luna-chan. Luna: What's wrong with Mamoru-san? Usagi: Nani? Luna: You kept on going on and on about him in your sleep. Usagi, very embarrassed: Oh, nothings wrong with him he's fine. Luna: Usagi! You don't keep me up all night when everything's fine! Usagi: Oh Luna! I'm sorry. I have been wondering what is Mamo-chan didn't remember our past, would he still like me? I know I'm just finding a problem, and it's really stupid, I just can't help but wonder it. Luna: Why don't you talk to Mamoru-san about it that would be better than just losing rest over it. Usagi: Nani! That's a very stupid idea! Luna: Well what are you going to do about it then? Usagi: Well, I could go to Rei's fire... Luna: Great, you'd just get burnt by it at best. Usagi: Well what can I do?! Luna: You can talk to Mamoru-san about it and that's about it. It's not like you can see what it would be like. Usagi, unnoticed by here, began to sink down into the ground. Usagi: Why is my love life always so darn hard. Queen Serenity: Nothing in life that's worth having isn't worth any trouble, dear. Usagi: Mother?! Queen Serenity: Yes dear. Usagi: What am I doing here? Queen Serenity: Well, you are very upset, and what kind of a mom would I be if I don't give you advice? Usagi, hugging Queen Serenity: You are a great mother. Queen Serenity: Thank you. As I was saying, I am going to give you some idea on how to resolve your dilemma. Usagi: How? Queen Serenity: Dear the Illusive Silver Crystal to see how it would be if you and your friends and Endymoin did not have any memories from the moon kingdom. Usagi: You mean I can do that?! Queen Serenity: Of course! Usagi: Thank you mother. Queen Serenity: Good bye daughter. Usagi, going back up: bye mother. Luna: Where did you go? Usagi: To visit my mama. Luna: Why didn't you use the stairs then, instead of giving my a heart attack? Usagi: No silly, my other mom. Luna: Oh Queen Serenity, how is she doing? Usagi: She's fine. She helped me solve by problem. Luna: Really, what's the solution? Usagi: I can use the Illusive Silver Crystal to see what the world would be like if no one got their memory back. Luna: Are you sure that you want to? Usagi: Queen Serenity told me that I can use it. Luna: You actually going to? Usagi: Why not? Luna: Think, how would you be able to do that? Usagi: Magic! Luna: No Usagi, by making it that way, do you really want to risk it? Usagi: I think I'll take your advice Luna. Usagi leaves. Luna: Woo, I thought that she might have actually done that. This world would be short a few hero's then. A bit later Usagi: Hey Mamo-chan! Mamoru: Hey there Usako. Usagi: Sorry I had to go yesterday. Mamoru: With you as a girlfriend I'm getting used to it. ^-^ Usagi: Ha, ha. Mamoru: Well, you are Sailor Moon and you do have to save the world so I should get used to frequently interrupted dates. Usagi: Yea. Um.... Mamoru: Yes Usako? Usagi: Well lately I've been wondering about something....... Mamoru: About what? Usagi, embarrassed: Oh nothing never mind. Mamoru: Usako, out with it. Usagi: Are you sure you want to know? Mamoru: Is there some reason why I wouldn't? Usagi: Yea there is.... Kind of ........ Maybe.......... not really.... Mamoru: Are you going to tell me or am I going to be here all day Usako? Usagi, smiling: Nothing. Mamoru, semi-sternly: Out with if Usako. Usagi mumbles something. Mamoru: What? Usagi: I was, well wondering that say if you didn't remember our past lives you would still, um, like me. I'm sorry Mamo-chan. I know I shouldn't be, um, wondering things like that. A nice, long awkward pause. Mamoru: It's okay Usako, I understand, I suppose I'd be wondering that too if I were you. Usagi: I really am sorry. Mamoru: Usako, all I can say is that I will always love you. Usagi: You will? But what if you lose your memory again? Mamoru, smiling: Then hit me on the head with something Usako. Usagi: Mamo-chan, I'm serious. Mamoru: Don't worry Usako, I'm not going to lose my memory again. Usagi: how can you know that for sure? Mamoru: Well no. Usagi: Come to think of it, what if I lose my memory? Oh, never mind, before I met you I was very boy crazy, so I wouldn't worry about that, I used to love any guy who was even just nice to me. Mamoru: Even Umino? Usagi, freaking out: NO! I NEVER like him! Mamoru: Well, you did go on a date with him. Usagi kindda mad: It wasn't a date! Mamoru: Okay Usako. Usagi: Well anyway, what's your answer to my question? Mamoru quieter than usual: I can't say Usako, I might, or I might not. I really wish I could say for sure. Why is this becoming so important to you Usako? Usagi: Well, I've always been wondering about it, since back after we defeated Anne and Erl. I can't seem to shake the memory of....... Mamoru: Of what Usako? Usagi: Of all the times that you um, sort of um, brushed me off, before you got your memory back. Mamoru: Well, um, I normally am sort of that way around girls normally. Usagi: Yea, 'cept you aren't around me, 'cus you like me. Mamoru: Actually, it's 'cus I love you. Usagi: Well, anyway that's my reason. Mamoru: Usako, I'm sorry. Usagi: What are you sorry for? I'm the one who should be sorry, and I am, believe me. Why can't I just be happy to have us being together? Why can't I just forget about it? Mamoru: Usako, it's okay. It's my fault. I wish I could make it up to you, take those memories back. Usagi: It's not the memories that are bothering me Mamo-chan...... Mamoru: Than what Usako? Usagi: Well, um, the fact that you've only liked me when you've had your memories of liking me in the past. Mamoru: So you're afraid that I love you only because I loved you in our previous life? Usagi: Uh huh. Mamoru: Well, even if I didn't love you on the moon kingdom, I'd still love you now. Usagi: Really?! Mamoru: Yes. Usagi: Would you prove it? Mamoru: How could I prove that? Usagi: I could use part of the crystal so that no one remembers anything, it's harmless. Mamoru: Isn't that crystal fatal to use? Usagi: It's harmless in this case. Mamoru: Okay, so Usako what's it going to do? Usagi: Um, I really don't know. Mamoru: You sure about this? Usagi: Yea, aren't you? Mamoru: Um, yea, I'm just a bit unsure. Usagi: Mamo-chan what you unsure about? Mamoru: I'm just unsure about, never mind Usako. Mamoru to himself: Will I be able to do this? Will it work out right? Will I like Usagi without having my memory? Usagi: Having second thoughts Mamo-chan? Mamoru: Um, no? Usagi: Scared? Mamoru: Are you Usako? Usagi: Um, no I have faith in your love for me. Mamoru: Okay Usako, do your thing. Usagi, took out her locket, and waved her hand over it. To be contunied......