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				Thoughts of Love: Moon


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I love him with the all of my being, his beauty and strength, his soul and 
heart,
his mystery. He's so important to me, something that I will cherish for the 
rest
of my life and beyond. I'm meant for him, and he's meant for me.

My body was carved out of blood and flesh to fit his, my soul created at the 
dawn
of time to match his. His eyes are the window to my soul, as mine are to 
his. His
heart pounds beneath my ribs, as my heart is beating fully in his body.

I love him, belong to him. But sometimes that's not enough. He is the 
ultimate
treasure, the most prized possession ontop the temple of gold and jewels. He
is the prince he is upon a pedistal that I can never reach.

Sometimes I feel like I've finally unraveled this present I've been given, 
finally
found the gift that lay in the never ending boxes with in boxes and wrapping 
paper.
I feel as though I'm about to open the last box, pull off the last mask he 
wears,
but it is yet another box and another mask.

He knows me, my weaknesses, my strong points, but I can't figure him out. He 
hurts
me, treats me horribly, and I can't understand why. I know he loves me, the 
look
in those sapphire eyes when he is around me tells me as plain as day.

I guess I do know him, not much, but a bit more than anybody else because 
nobody else
could see that longing I could see. He hurts just as much as I do, he's just 
to
stubborn and afraid to admit it. I don't know why he says the things he does 
or
does the things he does, he doesn't mean it, I'm sure.

Maybe I'm not meant to be here, with him. Maybe that the past is supposed to 
stay the
past as he says. Maybe I'm destined to be with someone else. It's not 
impossible, I
can love more than one person. But I wouldn't be as complete as I am when 
I'm with
him.

Love is so undefined and shrouded in hate, guilt, and pain that sometimes I 
can't even
tell if it's really worth it.

But that time passes and I know I would give up almost anything for love, 
for him. I
think that if he asked me seriously and truely to give up on him I would. I 
love him
enough to give him up if he wanted, but this pain is for a purpose, and I 
know he is
mine and I'm his, so it IS worth it.

Darien will always be worth it.


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