A fan fic by Caleyndar. Rating: PG. Notes: If you don't say it, it's not true, is it? Keep hoping, Endymion. Keep praying. But time is running out. The final battle between rivals. The arrival of the final enemy. "People can't really even understand themselves, much less each other." The second last chapter to the Part Five: The War of Peace... We'll soon Knock on Heaven's Door. Gomen for taking so long getting this chapter out! I guess I've been caught up with school work, and for a time there, the words would not come... No use writing if that happens, ne? Well, I hope to finish at least Part Five before school resumes. Yes, we can always hope! By the way, 'Serenity' by Bunny is the OFFICAL companion story to this story. It follows this story from Serenity's point of view. Read it if possible; it might just clear a few things up! Besides, it good! URL: http://members.xoom.com/portalsms Email: caleyndar@tac.com.au Shonen no Ai ~ Shinji & Kaworu (for those who knows what it means only!) http://www.geocities.com/shinji_kaworu Disclaimer: None of the characters belong to me; only the few I make up. The story, however, is mine. The Name Endymion... Part Five: The War of Peace... Chapter Six... The life around me stopped its eternal flow. Dust froze, shifting no more on the unseen air currents. All movement ceased. The swaying of one?s hair, the exhale of breath. A grim sense of death stole over the entire command bridge and silence set in. A flicker of movement, of light shinning. Confusion clouded my mind, stirred my every thoughts. Something I meant to do. Some loved ones I had to help? Save? Bright light, golden light. A rip in the fabric of reality. My eyes focused as shock left me and movement entered my limbs. Serenity. She looked at all those around her, so still and without life they seemed to be chiselled from stone. In barely a whisper, her name escaped my lips. It was enough. She flew into my arms, burying her sweet face into my chest. The sight, for all its picture like qualities was gruesome. And that tear in the empty space. It now formed a portal. Who else would step from it but the Soldier of Time and Space? Dressed in her dark uniform. The female version of Death. "Should I be angry?" I demanded coldly. "Or should I praise you for your gift?" Glaring blue locked with deep red. "I do this for you, Endymion. I do it for my Princess. They were not meant to arrive before the Sun Kingdom," Pluto said softly. "We wait now for that." Her eyes moved to a digital display set into one of the walls. It began to move forward in time. Minutes passed like seconds. I laughed bitterly. But I would not say what my heart screamed. What? Wait for what I know must happen? Life did so like to taunt me with such sufferings. The laughter died. "You have no right to play God. If such a being existed, pray he?ll make you pay for your self endowed insight." My voice died to little more than a whisper. "I wish you were dead." This was insanity knocking apon my door. Knowing what would happen. If it was not for her, the great goddess Sailor Pluto, at least I would not have to know! I would not have to suffer like this now. Being so still here, locked in a coffin of metal, waiting for fate to strike, watching my friends out there, frozen so still they resembled a painted picture! Pluto did not reply. Did a tear for in her eyes? No more words were said. Still the digits apon the clock ticked faster and faster. She turned in silence and vanished through the portal. "I am sorry, that I am so cruel," I choked once Serenity and I were alone once more. "I just hate that she knows so much! I hate it how she has seen all, yet will not intervene! She just follows it all!" I was sobbing now. It was no longer I who comforted Serenity. It was she who caressed my head and enfolded me in her tender embrace. "No, not cruel. It is human nature," was her reply to my outburst. Her voice, her words. They made me want to cry more. But I had to be strong. I had to do this. And so, when all was said and done, crying accomplished nothing. So, Endymion, dry up the tears and think logically about this situation as it now stood. I bit my lip, letting the stinging pain halt my eyes. I gave my only love a brave smile, kissing her thankfully on her sweet lips. "You are my pillar of strength. I love you for that." She smiled at me, bright blue eyes trusting in me. It hurt me to see her look at me with such hope. She who longed for the future. But there was none, was there? I turned my glazed blue eyes to the monitor where my generals and the Soldiers stood, poised to attack those who would want to cause them harm. Diamond. Were it not for me, you would have your humanity. And Sapphire. We could have been friends. Ruby and Emerald. Little I knew of the two of you. But you have no cruel features to your face. Under the beauty, you may have been kind, caring. Lowering my eyes, I shifted away from the screen. Nick stood where we had only moments ago embraced. How like a wax figure did he look. It frightened me. They all looked so dead! No more. I shut my eyes. Looking at them. No more. Avert your gaze, Endymion. This will pass. Everything ends sooner or later, whether or not that end is death. "The time monitor," Serenity?s voice whispered softly. A breeze through the uncanny stillness. Stirring the death that lingered everywhere. If only she was Life. Then she could not die. I looked up at the digital clock which I had only observed moments ago to be racing forward in time. It now slowed. Until finally the seconds passed as they should. The digits now read eight hundred hours. In the vast darkness beyond the windows of the space craft, tiny pinpoints of lights which marked another fleet arriving appeared in flash. "The Dark Dragon fleet," I murmured under my breath. My words had hardly been spoken when one communication screen flickered with movement. It appeared that Sailor Pluto had given us a link to the outside world, where there was a semblance of reality left still. I squeezed myself inbetween the officers who were frozen to their seats and hard as marble and slammed my hand down on the receive button. The connection was at once completed, and the face of Armand filled the screen. "Armand!" I exclaimed, glad to see a moving, if not living being. "Sailor Pluto has stopped time in order of the Sun Kingdom to arrive sooner. Is time passing as it should where you are?" Armand frowned. "Here it is, where the majority of our ships now stand. However, some of our smaller fighters has gone further in, and has been caught in your time distortion and are unable to return to us. In other words, we can not reach you. May I ask, why are you not affected?" "I do not know. Maybe Sailor Pluto likes to see me suffer," I sneered slightly. "Whatever the case, do not concern yourself over me nor Princess Serenity. Time may be stopped, but it does not mean you can not attack. Fire at the Black Moon Kingdom and the Shadow Kingdom fleets now. When time resumes its course, the ammunition will reach there target and disable the ships." Armand nodded, and turned away briefly to give the order. He then looked closely at me. "You have changed, Endymion. You seem colder, yet stronger." But it was not a question. Merely a statement. "Until time continues its eternal journey, Prince Endymion. I wish you well." The transmission was terminated, and I closed my eyes. I had changed. But then, the only thing sure in life was change. Thus one must deduce that even a tortured soul such as I must change. When I opened my eyes once more, they were locked on the distant display of light that appeared from the Dark Dragon Fleet. They would race towards the still fleets of the Black Moon and Shadow kingdoms, and then stop, caught in the time distortion. "What is Sailor Pluto doing?" I wondered out loud. "She waits for the arrival of the Sun Kingdom. They must be a vital key in this mystery," Serenity spoke up quietly, deep in thought. "It is almost as if Sailor Pluto has seen that the Sun Kingdom has the ability to open the Space Divider Field in the future, and now awaits for the awakening of Sailor Saturn by them." "But why?" I demanded. "Why would she want this universe to be destroyed and theoretically be reborn? It makes no sense." "Perhaps you were right. She may not want this. She may very well want to do everything she possibly can to stop the awakening of Sailor Saturn. But her duty is to see that the Time Stream travels its course as it should. And so she had no choice. As it was with you at one point of your life," Serenity explained carefully, delicately reminding me of my dark past. "If that is so, then why does it have to be this way? Why does Sailor Saturn have to awaken and destroy this universe?" I questioned, glaring at the Space Divider Field. "You may as well ask why there is a universe, why we are alive. Perhaps for nothing. But I hope for a brighter future, filled with peace and happiness," Serenity whispered with a smile on her face. I grimaced, not having the courage to look at her. The future. Something we did not have at this point in time. I think I wanted to laugh at the irony of my words, but the bitterness bit into my soul and killed that desire. I felt utterly sick inside. The urge to throw up was almost overwhelming. But I did not. For Serenity?s sake, I could not break down now. "Endymion! Look!" Serenity suddenly cried, her slender hand pointing towards the stationary Dark Dragon fleet. Their rapidly moving lazar fire sudden stopped in their track as something slowed them down. A giant hand had reached out, closing the time distortion around them in its fist, freezing them in time as everything else already was. My eyes widened with disbelief, and then narrowed as my gaze quickly darted to the clock. Already the digits were speeding up. We were hurtling into the future. "It seems Sailor Pluto can not want for the end of the world," I said with a touch of bitterness. "Well, wouldn?t it be nice if everyone just died," I muttered under my breath, too soft for Serenity to hear the little curse. "Twelve hundred hours," Serenity said after a moment of silence. Armageddon descended apon us. In the blink of an eye, time jump started, a dead thing bursting to life. All the fire the Dark Dragon fleet had released shot forward and impaled the ships of the Black Moon and Shadow fleets. Hell broke out there as thousands, if not millions of lives were wiped from existence. Another fuel for the raging fire. The second Earth fleet arrived, storming in on the terror and confusion, blasting away at the weakened opposing fleets. And the command bridge. It was a frenzy of movement and noise, one which froze me for a moment until Nick grabbed my shoulders suddenly and shook me. Hard. "Why are you still here?" my oldest friend demanded, hidden panic surfacing. "And why in Hell are the Dark Dragon and second Earth fleet here? They are not suppose to be arriving until," he trailed off as his eyes landed on the time counter. "By God, what has happen?" "Endymion, there is no time to explain! The Senshi and your generals!" Serenity cried out. I swallowed my own confusion and shock, clamping up my fear and masking it with determination. "Serenity is right," I said in an unbelievably calm voice. "Nicolas, take care of this situation. Know only that two of our fleets has arrived and that the two enemy fleets have been damaged. Good luck, friend." That sickening feeling again. Bitterness. I was walking towards my undoing. Taking Serenity?s hand in mine and giving it a gentle squeeze with a soft and trusting smile, we summoned our powers and teleported off the command ship into Death?s open arms. Repulsion. The first force to greet us as space reformed around us. Like a great wave of heat, it seemed to drive us back, to say, come no further less you be burnt. What was this force when all there was around Serenity and me was the depths of dark and cold vacuum? But no time to dwell, to ponder. Real heat tumbled against us, the energy of the force field my generals had in place as soon as time rolled forward on its normal course once more. Venus was at once by Serenity?s side, demanding why she had come, risking her own life. No answer. Only the bright glow of the Silver Crystal as she produced it and held it high, ready at a moment?s notice to use it to save our lives. Venus saw this and gave the one she served a tight smile, and turned to confront the enemy. With the generals holding the shield, it was left to the Senshi and myself to attack the Black Moon Family and the lone Weapon who stood atop her creation, expressionless. She did not care for the outcome of this war. Nor did she care if she died. Michelle. I shut that thought out and summoned the energy to my hands, ready to defend and to attack. An unspoken signal was given. Without warning, the Black Moon Family raised their arms and slammed their energy into out force field. Blue, red, green, white beams of light that blinded those who dared to look too closely. It was strong. My generals staggered under the force. They would not be able to hold it back for much longer. The Senshi attacked with their magic, sending all the natural elements through the energy field to damage those who would do us harm. But Sword would have none of it. Before the Senshi?s attacks even reached the Black Moon Family, her metal beast sucked up the energy and took it into itself. Converting and doubling the power, it sent the energy back towards us, blasting into the force field with such strength it knocked the generals off their feet and tumbling back. The shock wave that followed it sent us all flying, unable to sustain our positions floating in space. I knew not what happened next. All senses were tumbling against one another, and it took all my concentration and power to halt my head long tumble. But before I could even find my bearings in this world where only the tiny eyes of Heaven stared without emotion down upon our battle, I was bombarded with sharp and penetrating pain as my turned back was attacked. The hate that fuelled this power glowed white, so strong was it. This hate blinded all sense of logic in the attacker. There was no need to even turn to see who my assaulter was to know it was the Prince of the Black Moon Kingdom. Out of them all, he alone bore the hatred. Without warning, before I had even the time to scream out in pain, Diamond released me. I had enough time, perhaps, to snatch a glimpse of the fate that had been dealt to my beloved Serenity before his cold harsh hands, formed in fists, impacted with my face and sent me reeling. Rage tore through me, but I would not allow it to consume me. Or perhaps half of me wished for nothing more than to tear Diamond to pieces, yet the other side, the humane side, reasoned that he hurt me out of his own pained only, and that I should pity him. Had the following not occurred, perhaps things would not have ended as they did. "Do not look at me with such sorrowful eyes, Prince Endymion!" Diamond roared, eyes blazing with cold hate. "I will not be the one to die!" I was floating again. My face ached, burned, sent pulses of colour through my entire being from where Diamond had delivered his blow. And I realised even now I did look upon him with calm blue eyes that said so clearly that I was sorry he felt such pain, and that I had been the cause. "Fight me!" the silver haired prince commanded as he materialised a blazing sword and gripped it feverishly in his hands, eyes ignited with insanity. "Why?" I whispered, regret and sadness the only elements now running through my mind. What had become of my other half? The hate, where had that gone to? I think I felt too much empathy for him. I understood all too well the emotions welling, burning in his heart. What could I do? Fight, die. This was despair again. A sigh escaped my lips. I was tired. Sick and tired of this war which had consumed my very being. I too, like Serenity, longed for peace. It was always the same circle of thoughts, wasn?t it? You must have strength, you must have courage, you must fight, do as destiny demands of you! But why? Why bother? When I already knew how it will end, and that very thought drains my energy and makes me want to curl up and die? But don?t you want to change it? Can I change it? In my past experience, this can not be so. Why try? "Damn you, Endymion!" Diamond growled. He had closed the distance between us. "You pathetic fool! All you can do is feel sorry for yourself! You can?t see what you have, you aren?t worthy of living, bastard! You are worse than a piece of shit!" his bellowed, his sword lifted, slashing down upon my cheek, cutting deep. Blood flowed. Anger was born with the red liquid of life. "Fight me! Fight me for her!" the prince screamed at me, one hand trembling as he pointed to the distant white glowing figure of our dearest beloved. I think a tear leaked from my eye, mingling with the blood that coursed down my cheek. "Diamond, I am sorry," I said quietly, eyes now closed, blocking out the very image of her that blazed in my mind?s eye if not the one that saw reality. "I am sorry!" I suddenly roared, pulling out my sword and lunging at him, the tears still flying from my eyes. This I never wanted! This fight. We had always been grown men inside the bodies of children. Loved the same angel we did, the light of our life, that had somehow become his destruction. I knew then, deep within the core of my being, I would not die. Not here, not now. I had one last unspeakable task to perform before I went out of this world like a smothered flame. Our swords clashed, metal on metal. No power play here, now. We fought like the knights of old, welding our weapons, using our mortal strength and skill. Unrestricted by ground, air, gravity, we assaulted each other from all angles, slowly tearing each other to pieces. My mind was screaming. Why? Why! Why do you do this! ?Because it is meant to be.? Elios. ?Because this is your destiny.? Pluto. I screamed again, slashing blindly down with my sword, as out of the corner of my eye, I could see the lifeless form of Sword floating into the endless darkness of the cold and empty space. Michelle. Twisted pieces of ruined metal surrounded her. My scream redoubled in volume and insanity as I desperately sought to find the flesh with which I could tear and make it feel pain. ?Death is meant to be!? my mind cried out unbelieving. ?This is my destiny!? Sobs of a child. No, no, no! Yes. Good. There is the anger! Use it, don?t let this happen. Take advantage of the anger! Change what has to be! Never give up, Endymion! Elios and Pluto watched. Pity. This was threaded through their gaze. Diamond was smiling now. The same demented expression he had worn on his face when he last spoke to Serenity over the communications channel. "Why are you sorry, Endymion? You have everything you want, don?t you?" "Shut up!" I screamed again, taking a swing at his head as he effortlessly moved out of range. "You don?t understand anything! You don?t understand the hopelessness of all of this!" "You think so?" he laughed. But it was not him. "I don?t have everything I want!" I roared, taking another swing at him. "You have her!" Diamond growled back. The tears poured down my face again, stinging the burning cut I had yet to heal. "You know nothing! I won?t have her!" I cried, as I suddenly materialised a black rose and sent it hurtling with great speed into his right eye. The unnaturally sharp end stabbed into his eye with a sickening sound, as he suddenly pitched backwards, hands dropping his sword and groping at his eye. I gasped in shock, freezing in my position. Time only stood still for the two of us. Battle still raged all around. The Space Divider Field still remained. She was still alive. He had torn the rose out, it black crushed petals reverting back to red as they drifted off into space, some splattered with Diamond?s blood. No scream of pain had torn loose from his throat. He was staring at his hands, stained with his blood, some from his eyes, some from the cuts received on his hands by the rose. "A rose. A symbol of love," he said softly, voice catching in his throat. "Love is painful, isn?t it? With or without it." He smiled bitterly at me. "I envy you," he whispered darkly as he took hold of his sword again. "I hated you the moment I laid eyes on you because she loved you. And you will have her for eternity." The amount of loathing in his voice was almost terrifying. "You?re a fool to envy me," I whispered back, shock still making it impossible for me to move freely. It had cut away all the hot anger. "No, Endymion. You are the fool. Remember the saying you once said to my brother." Flash of torn dark blue suit, blood staining his bare skin, his gapping wound to the stomach, his motionless face staring into the void of nothing, eyes empty. "It is better to have loved, and lost love, than to have never loved at all." A small laugh. "It is true of me too, isn?t it? I?m pathetic." The Prince of the Black Moon Kingdom?s inverted symbol upon his forehead glowed as his body summoned the last of his energy. His brother was dead. Sword was dead. My sister had died a second time. The Senshi? My generals? I did not know. Diamond?s sisters? I did not really care. Serenity? She was alive. I could feel her life beating in my veins. I closed my eyes, a blissful smile on my face. My arms opened, my face lifted. I think I welcomed the death Diamond offered then. I wondered why, as in my mind?s eye I saw Diamond gathering a crackling ball of white energy, his eyes possessed. A scream erupted. Pain tearing through a body, silencing the life. My eyes snapped open as before me stood four young powerful women, their bodies glowing with light, hair of different seasons flaring out behind them. In all their hands were long lances, each different to match the owner. And these lances, their weapons. They were all speared through the body of the Prince of the Black Moon Kingdom. His blood dripped from all four sharpened tips. Revulsion. It hit me, and it hurt. One of the women, adorned with long blond hair, a single rainbow streak running through it, smirked. Her golden eyes blazed as she sharply withdrew her weapon from the shattered body. "We are the Seasons of the Sun Kingdom. We are here to fulfil your destiny." No sooner had these words left her mouth than two of the women vanished. Serenity let out a scream, and suddenly they were before me again, holding the unconscious form of the Princess of the Moon Kingdom between them. "Welcome to the end of the universe, Prince Endymion," the women said, as the space around us blackened to become something much more sinister. End of Part Five, Chapter Six.