~Emerald Eyes~ ~(PG) Chapter 9 By Callisto~ "A fading Image" Mako snuggled into the warmth of her blankets, and sighed. She closed her eyes and drifted off into a pleasant sleep. Flash Back The girl sat still on the edge of the bed, absent of movement, not making so much as a sound. The light in the room originated from the dim setting sun, shining through a window. She hadn?t moved for hours. She was too full of fear. She couldn?t move. The deadly silence was finally broken as the door slowly opened and a woman walked in, and sat down beside the girl. The girl slowly looked up, her eyes wide with fear. "Where?s my mommy and daddy? I was supposed to go home yesterday Auntie. Where?s my mommy? Why isn?t she here?" Her voice was small and frightened. "Mako-chan. Your mommy and daddy, well... I?m sorry Mako-chan." Her voice cracked and she wiped a tear from her eye. "On their way home, their plane... it crashed. I?m so sorry Mako-chan. I?m so very, very sorry..." She wiped away another tear, and looked up at Makoto. "No..." Mako whispered in unbelief. She stood up and glared at her aunt. "No, No, NO, NO!!!!!!!!!!" She shrieked and began to cry in huge loud sobs. "No, you?re lying! Mommy! Daddy!!" Mako?s aunt began to cry. "I?m sorry. I?m sorry." She kept repeating in a whisper. Mako was seized with an uncontrollable fear and sorrow, but also of anger. Why had her parents gone on vacation, leaving with her aunt. Now she would never see them again! Why had they left?! She began to scream through her sobs. She grabbed a chair and threw it on the ground and kicked it, then collapsed on the bed in a flood of tears. "Mako-chan..." Her aunt said soothingly. "Is there anything I can do?" "Just leave me alone!" She cried. "Leave me alone!" She shrieked. Her aunt stood up slowly and walked out of the room crying. Mako cried and cried until she had no tears left, and then fell into a uneasy sleep. When she awoke in the morning, she tried to convince herself that it was just an awful nightmare, but when she sat up she noticed that she was still in her clothes from the day before. Then her stomach growled, reminding her that she had eaten no dinner the night before. She slowly sat, tears filling her eyes once again, no more of anger but of loneliness and fear. Where would she go? How could she live without her mother? Where would she go? She was twelve years old, alone in the world. The next three days past in a fog. Mako didn?t speak, ate very little, and spent most of the time shut up in the spare bedroom she had been using. On the fourth day after the news of her parents death, she awoke and walked out to the dining room, sitting silently at the table where her uncle and aunt were eating breakfast. "Mako-chan, would you like some French toast today?" Her aunt asked her cheerfully. Mako nodded simply, not looking up. Her aunt and uncle exchanged a worried look. "Mako-chan," Her aunt persisted. "Let?s go shopping today and we?ll pick some things up for your room. Soon it will look just like you old room!" "What do you mean?" Makoto talked for the first time in days. "I?m going home. I?m not living with you. I?m not a baby! I can take care of myself!" Her anger grew, and she glared at her aunt and uncle. "Now, Mako-chan, I don?t think you have much of a choice." Her uncle told her. "You can?t make me live with you! You can?t! You?re not my parents!" She screamed at them, and ran into "her" bedroom, slamming the door behind her. She knew how her words hurt her aunt, but she was hurt too. They couldn?t make her feel better. She wanted to go home, where she belonged. Something was calling her there. The storm brewing inside her was restless, telling her that she had to go home. Her destiny awaited her there. Mako sat still on the edge of her bed, watching the clock as the numbers flipped. "Midnight." She thought. She stood up and tiptoed out into the dark hallway. On the table she left a folded up note. The she turned and left, disappearing into the dark of the night. She had to go home. She ran through the dark streets, cold and lonely. The wind was fierce and cold. It was dawn before she had reached her home. She looked at it with silent gratitude. She was home. Up to floor five, down the hall and through the door. It was all the same. It comforted her. She walked to her mother?s rocker and curled up on the soft cushion, breathing in deep. It smelled warm and sweet, like her mother. She closed her eyes and slept, dreaming of her mother and father. "Crash!!" Lightning crashed and the thunder growled in reply. Mako sat up, startled out of her sleep. "Mother." She whispered sadly, as she snuggled back under the covers, attempting to fall back asleep. But she lay there, comforted by the sound of rain splashing against her window. She could remember the events following her parent?s death like they had happened the day before, but for the first time, she realized what had been calling her back home to central Tokyo. After two years of living alone, independent and unbelievably lonely. She would go to bed, no one telling her good night, or how much they loved her. She would leave for school in the morning, no one telling her to have a good day, and returning home with no one to greet her or ask how her day had gone. School had been even worse. She had no friends. Everyone was scared of her. After her parents died, she hid all of her sorrow under a blanket of anger. She was constantly getting into fights, and the more fights she got into the more people were scared of her, and the lonelier she felt. She was transferred to four different Junior Highs in two years for sending students to the hospital. She couldn?t control her anger towards the world for leaving her alone. She had no friends, no one to talk to. She was strong, and never let anyone see the pain she was going through, but she was dying on the inside. Tormented and hurt by the excruciating pain of loneliness. After sending a boy to the hospital for making fun of her and calling her a, "Macho killer woman." She was transferred once more. It made no difference. She was leaving nothing behind except a bunch of kids who feared and ridiculed her. On her way to school that day Mako turned the corner and saw something that enraged her. There three large men were picking on an innocent girl. Mako quickly disposed of them, and sent them on their way. She then turned to leave, and made her way to school. The morning was sunny and warm later on as Mako sat down to eat her lunch alone at her new school. She was used to eating alone, but as she ate, she heard a noise behind her. She spun around and saw the girl she had met on the way to school. She was smiling happily. "Hi." the girl said. "Hi. You?re the girl I met on the way to school today, right?" "Yea. You remember me?" "Sure. Would you like to eat lunch with me?" Mako didn?t know why, but she had the distinct feeling that this girl was special. She could feel that the kindness she was showing her was genuine and friendly, not the kindness given when you?re trying to stay on the good side of someone you?re afraid will beat you up. "Of course I will!" The girl cried happily. "You?re the first person who?s talked to me all day." Mako said sadly, she should have been used to it by now, but it still disappointed her. "Oh, their just scared of your reputation.? The girl explained. "But not me! Wow! You?re mother cooks very good!" She exclaimed as she ate a rice ball. "Oh, my mother didn?t make it. I did." Mako explained. "It was Usagi, and the others. They were the reason I knew I had to come back here." Mako thought as she lie in bed listening to the rain. "Usagi was the first real friend I ever had. She looked at me and saw a real person, not just a strong girl. It was my destiny to meet Usagi and become a senshi. Somehow, I always knew it. Deep inside, I always knew." The rain stopped and sun peaked through the clouds. Mako climbed out of bed and walked out onto the balcony and looked at the sky. The clouds were soft and light, no longer angry and strong. They rolled away in the wind, leaving sunlight. Mako looked out and saw a fading image of the emerald eyes, disappearing with the storm. "Something else is waiting for me." Makoto thought. "My destiny is not yet complete."