Justine's Memoirs By: Chiba Hana chibahana@aol.com [Author's Notes: Okay I finally got an idea for this. I hope its good if it is not I will shoot myself. For some reason this is tougher to write than my other stories. Don't know why, but it is. I guess it happens to the best of us authors. I want you to know that I only have you guys to write these for. No one else appreciates them. I hope they will one day. Well enjoy.] Jedite Rises Then Falls Okay this starts out like any other chapter about me or that has to do with me. I wad in the courtroom of my mother standing next to her throne. All of a sudden Jedite appeared and my mother told him it was his turn to get energy. "Mother," I whispered loudly, "you said Neph could go first." "Daughter," she said, "I think questioning me is not going to get Nephlyte to be able to go any faster. I think it is best that Jedite goes first any way. He shows great prowess and I have a bit of confidence in him. So please don't question me any more or you will be banished from the Negaverse." Jedite smiled at the thought of me not with my precious Nephlyte. I gave him a dirty scowl, and he bowed to me and told Beryl and I of his plans. After hearing them, the queen and I knew that he could not be trusted. We let him go to do his dirty deed, but my mother had me follow him to make sure that he did not betray us. After only a few minutes of being there, I felt sick. It had stayed just the same. I made a flying leap over to a high building on which I didn't think to notice that it was Lea and Serena's school. When I realized it, it filled me with great joy. When I saw Jedite my heart sank. He was still the same. Cocky and egocentric. He saw me, and just as I was about to leap off after him, the school bell rang. I stopped to look over the ledge, and he disappeared. I saw Lea walking with a couple of her friends. I wanted to just jump down and greet my old friend with a big hug, but I had too much self control so I regrettably didn't do as my heart had wanted to for so long. 'Oh Lea, if you only knew what was going on,' I thought sadly to myself. 'If only you knew.' I went to jump down and follow her when I saw Serena. I would be dead in no time if she saw me. I knew Serena had hated me ever since I had left. I ducked down but kept my head up so I could see the best friend I would ever know walk away with out a single thought of the present danger looming over her head. I then realized where I was, and continued my search for Jed. 'I lost him once,' I thought angrily, 'I won't do it again.' Just as I finished my thought, who I thought was Neph pulled me into an alley way, and started kissing me to death. "WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING?!!!???" I asked in a whispered yell. I knew it wasn't Neph because that kiss didn't make me all Jell-O(r) like. "Coming to your rescue my love," he said. All of a sudden he turned to Jedite. "OOOH you," I said giving him the angriest glare I could. He knew that was his exit cue and left with out even bowing. I didn't care at that point. For all I knew he was using this mission as an excuse to get in bed with me. I stayed in the alley until I saw two pairs of eyes look over at me. It was Lea and Hiro in each others arms. Before they could have a chance to recognize me or say "hi", I had leapt up to an over hang of an apartment building across the street form the jewelry store Jedite was using as his way to get energy. All of a sudden I saw Jed come out of the store in a disguise. I gave my self a disguise, but stayed where I was on the overhang of the apartment building I was standing on. All of a sudden I saw someone who I thought I would never see again. Darien. My heart lifted as I saw him pass by his window without even looking out. I was happy and sad at the same time. He had grow into a strong and handsome young man, who seem preoccupied with something. I wondered what it was until I felt a reassuring presence me. It wasn't Neph's though. I turned around to see Lea right next to me. "Hey girlfriend," she said smiling at me. I was scared stiff. What was I gonna do? "Hey, Lea." I said, "what's up?" "Nothing much," she said calmly. I figured out what to do at that moment. "Help!! Police!!" Darien yelled when he saw I was choking my best friend. I had to make a get away quick. I dropped Lea into Hiro's arms, and flew to Jed's side. I was definitely happy to see this foe of mine for once. I stood there, my heart beating like a rabbit. Oh my god, I thought, what have I done. I could have killed her. Jed saw I was not at all concentrating on the mission. "Princess," he said softly, "you should go back to the Negaverse. You look very pail." "Yes Jedite I am going back," I said. With that said I disappeared right before the cops came. Well after I got back, I went to my mother at once. I told her he wasn't betraying us. I also told her that I was not feeling my best and she told me to go to bed right away. After a good nap I went to the court room and stood next to my mother. She informed me that Jedite had failed. I sighed in exasperation. "My queen," I heard him implore, "it was all Sailor Moon's fault. She did it, not me." "Sailor Moon," I said. I told him he could leave and I faced my mother as he walk quickly out of the throne room. "Mother, could it be possible that the moon princess could still be alive?" I asked. "Of course not," she said in an agitated voice, "I killed both of them after I killed you when you betrayed me in the Silver Millennium. I won't take a second betrayal from you. The next time you betray that is that." I bowed my head to excuse myself and transported to my room. I fell on the bed tired. I felt Neph's presence enter my room. He sat on my bed trying to talk to me. I wouldn't respond. I couldn't help seeing Lea's face so pale. I pray to the stars she won't remember what happened to her today. I also hope Hiro and Darien don't remember. Please let them remember this incident as a dream. Let them remember them remember me as I was when I left. Well after that thing were pretty much the same. Jed would come back a failure every time but would always try to redeem himself. It was so funny to watch him fail the second to last time I couldn't help laughing. We had this ally, Tidas, and he got rid of her with the help of the sailor scouts. Well, finally Jedite was about to be punished when my mother came up with the idea of having him battle the scouts on his own. I knew what she was thinking. "So what do you want me to do until tomorrow night?" I asked after hearing Jedite make his idol threat. "Train, but you don't have to over do it," she replied, "you trained Jedite, so you have my permission to first help him fail, then help me destroy him." "Oh goodie," I said smiling my evilest smile. Jedite was gonna get it. And he was never gonna forget it. * * * * * "Nice to see you Princess," said Jedite, "you are her to help me, I presume." "Yes," I lied, "I am." "Thank you," he said and then bowed to me. All of a sudden I hid behind the closest plane. There they were. Right in front of Jedite and I, they transformed. Poor unknowing Lea, I thought, I know you won't regret my help. Mars had just gotten rid of the mud policemen. They were burned to a crisp. All of a sudden I leapt out of where I was hiding to throw a laser at Jedite. "What the hell do you think you are doing?" he called down to me. I just smiled at his confused and angry face. "I am the Masked Defender," I said bowing, "I defend the defenseless and innocent. In the name of the Moon Sun and Earth, I will punish you." "You aren't the princess of the Negaverse," he said, "you are an enemy. Well I know how to get rid of you." I jumped out of the way just as a bit of Dark Energy hit the pavement. It caught the girls' attention right away. They seemed to stare at me for a long time. "Look out behind you," I yelled to them. A plane was coming straight for them. I knew I should help them and not Jedite. I wanted Neph to go next and the only way to help him win was to get rid of Jed. All of a sudden I saw a red flash go across Jed and the planes stopped. The Masked Twins had come finally. I jumped up to join them. "So you still like to pick on young girls?" Asked Tuxedo Mask. I leaned up next to Masked Tuxedo. He stepped away just in time for me to fall flat on my side. I almost lost my mask. "So you two have finally come," I said about to disappear. Lea caught my attention with a sad look on her face. I went to help the guys. I gave Jedite a pretty good beating while the boys pretended to be dead. He got out right as a red and blue rose came up. I hit him in the back before he knew what was going on. When he returned his attention back to the mission, he found himself on the runway in a fog that Mercury had caused. He was definitely confused when he saw me laughing at him. "What's going on here?" he said after he started running. "Your own evil, Jedite," said all for girls together. I was on the top of the control tower watching Jedite fail. Neph you will be on this in no time, I thought. When I heard Jedite's scream, I went straight to my mother's throne room. She was pleased with my progress and acknowledged me with a proud smile. It wasn't more than a few minutes later when Jedite appeared bruised and battered. The look on his face was classic when he saw me next the queen in the outfit I had been wearing while at the airport. "Jedite," said the queen, "you have failed. What do you have to say for yourself?" "My queen I have important information about the sailor scouts," said Jedite weakly, "I know who the really are." "He has gone idiot," I said, "got hit a little too hard in the head." I didn't want Queen Beryl knowing that I had helped the Sailor Scouts out. Or maybe that's what she had wanted. "Sleep forever, Jedite" bellowed my mother, "I want no more excuses." Jedite screamed in pain. I smiled at his frozen body. I wanted to cheer, but I didn't have the nerve, yet. I was so happy though. I had wanted him dead since he had begun this mission. "General Nephlyte," Said my mother looking at me, "Come to the Court room at once. I have to tell you something." Nephlyte appeared and bowed to the both of us. I was beaming and he could tell why. "You called my queen?" he asked knowing why he was there. "General Nephlyte you are next on this mission," She said giving me the signal to go him. "I also want my daughter to go with you. Make sure she stays out of trouble down there." Nephlyte bowed to the queen and she excused us both. I was so happy. [Author's Notes: Hey I got my story done right as Jedite ended. I can't believe it. Well now to start on Nephlyte part 2. This is the sad one. The one After Nephlyte is gonna be a montage of Zoicyte, Malachite and Darien, and Beryl's death. I have no idea what to call it but it may be very long. I know it will be. Well keep e-mailing me.]