Hello minna-chan. This is my second fanfic that I have written and my first one was called "Sweet Serenity", which I am trying to find so I can post it. It was okay for the first fanfic. Well this story takes place three years after the last episode of Sailor Moon. Everyone would be eighteen and graduated from high school. As you notice that I have used the Japanese names which is much nicer than the NA names at least IMHO. Well tell me what you think and email me at neene96@yahoo.com. Or check out my website(http://www.geocities.com/Tokyo/Ginza/main2.html) Okay remember that Sailor Moon does not belong to me nor do I claim that it does. It belongs to Naoko Takeushi and Kodansha and all these nameless people in business suits. So please don't sue me. Destiny's Child "Nothing gets in the way of Destiny." If you would have asked me that five years ago if I believed in that saying, I would have said yes. Back then I was only eighteen, filled with all these romantic notions about marrying the man I was destined to be with and becoming the Queen of Tokyo. The whole fairy tale scheme plus the happily ever after in the end. Nothing would have ever made me think otherwise. Everything was layed out for me long before I was reborn. How could I not follow destiny's lead. I was already shown my future self as well as my future daughter. Now you see how I would never doubt that destiny would always have its way with me. My beautiful future was set and would be fulfilled in time and all I had to do was wait. But what I wasn't counting on was the fact that my future was never cemented, only wet for the time being. And so starts the story on how I Tsukino Usagi changed my destiny and the future of Tokyo. It was one of does beautiful spring days after graduation. The kind of days where it was such a nice day that you can't help, but expect everything to be perfect. I was thinking of all the days I can finally catch up on shopping and hanging out with Rei, Makoto, Ami, Mina and especially my Mamo-chan. I never knew I was setting myself up for a big fall. I made my way to Hikawa Shrine, laughing and thinking how surprised Rei was going to be when she sees how I was one of the first people there. As I made my way up the steps towards the shrine, I shivered as an unexpected cold breeze blew. I was wearing a short sleeve dress which was a present from some faceless relatives in Hokaido and it did not help in protecting me from the air nor the dreadful feeling that suddenly erupted from my heart. I should have taken that as an omen, but I ignored it and thought of nothing else, but the shopping trip to the expensive Shibuya district. The first thing that was strange as I entered the shrine grounds was the absence of its occupants. Yuuichiro wasn't doing his endless sweeping, ojii-san wasn't running up to greet any of his potential visitors and Rei wasn't busy yelling at both of them. I suddenly remembered a passage from a play we had to read in my Classical Lit class. "Somethings rotten in the state of Denmark," or at least here in the shrine grounds. I laughed at my own genius, too bad I could not remember which play that saying was from. I decide to question Ami-chan on it later and I made my way into the shrine to look for Rei. Contrary to what everyone thinks, Rei and I are very close friends. Almost like sisters, which Rei would argue against if anyone mentioned it, unless we were alone. My times alone with Rei after our senshi meetings were spent mostly talking about everything from boys to family. I never told anyone about our little talks, since I always felt like I was given a piece of Rei's soul and after each talk I would be stuck trying to piece everything together so that I may see the whole picture of Rei Hino. I have known her for four years and I sometimes feel like I have learned so little about her. But that's an understatement. I know more about Rei Hino than anyone else in the world. I know her great love and hate for the father who has abandoned her to pursue his political career after her mother died. I know how she has ran away constantly as a child to be with her father, only to be told to go home by his secretaries and finally by him personally. I have learned what she loves, hates, and desires. But the greatest knowledge I have gained from her, was that she trusted me with all these little secrets. So I have always known that if I could trust anyone with anything, it was my sister Rei Hino. I knocked at the front door only to find it slightly open. "Rei-chan," I called out, and was promptly answered with complete silence. I decided to go inside and promptly planned on scaring the sacred fire out of her. As I snuck inside I nearly slipped and fell over something that was on the floor. I picked it up and found it to be a green sports jacket. There was a strange familiarity to it, but I set it aside and began to concentrate at the mission on hand. Quietly I snuck down the hall towards her room, crawling and pretending to be a secret agent when a loud thump made my stand as still as a statue. Silence followed and I continued on my way. Rei's door was slightly ajar and buy the thumping noise which suddenly resumed I knew she was there. I giggled silently and began to picture her face when I jump in and scared little miss I-would-never-be-scared-by-anything. The thumping sound stopped again and was suddenly accompanied by a muffled laugh or something that sounded like that. I never thought twice about the sounds and now that I looked back at it, maybe I should have. I slowly opened the door and without even looking I jumped inside screaming "FIRE" at the top of my lungs when I was faced with a scene out of a nightmare. I blinked twice to see if perhaps I was just seeing things, but the scene never wavered. Ami-chan once told me about how some people can get something called a flashbulb memory. It was where something happend that was so traumatic happend right in front of person that they get the scene burned right into their memory and they will remember everything in detail for the rest of their lives. I thought that was absolutely ludicrous since when something really bad happens, I learned people would block out the memory. But again Ami-chan has proven me wrong since I can remember every detail of the scene that unfolded in front of me. Rei was sitting up right in her bed, clearly surprised because of the angry look on her face which suddenly changed into a complete look of shock. She had hastily covered up her body which I can clearly see was naked from the brief glimpse when I first entered. Next to her wearing a mask of equal shock was none other than my Mamo-chan. He had also grabbed at bedding so that he may cover himself up also. Not that I didn't know what he looked like underneath, when I had my first experiance with him months ago. I can never clearly remember what I said to them, but at that moment I felt a cold knife enter my heart. Both of them might as well have stabbed me with it because I felt the cold fingers of betrayal pass its hands through my heart followed by firey flames of anger which were both blown away by rushing water of pain and sadness. I felt my heart float on the sea of pain and I slowly felt it begin to sink and then begin to drown. I suddenly saw blinking stars appear at the edge of my vision and I gasped for air as I suddenly realized I had forgotten to breath. "Kami-sama," I whispered as I slowly began to back away from them, "Please help me." Mamoru had suddenly gotten up and ran towards me. "Usako, please wait," he began as he tried to explain himself to me. I suddenly felt something I never thought I would feel towards any living creature. Not even when I was fighting Beryl, Wiseman, Pharoah 9 or Galaxia did I ever feel such blind anger, hatred and jealousy. All were completely foreign to me and I reveled in the comforting embrace it gave me. I think Mamoru must have felt it since he suddenly stopped and began to back away from me. I felt the crescent moon form on my head as well as the power of the Ginzishou wash over my body. I screamed with rage and felt the power of the Ginzishou erupt around me in a white column of flame which caught Mamoru and threw him at the wall with a sickening thud. I turned towards Rei who had gone to Mamoru's side. She watched me with a look of fear that has been an unknown look on her lovely face. At that moment I felt something which scared the hell out of me. I wanted to kill her. I wanted to burn her slowly so that she may feel the pain in my heart. For destroying my future and my life. I wanted to kill her for taking my Mamoru away. I wanted to watch her die slowly for betraying me, for lying to me, for sleeping with Mamoru. I wanted her dead so that the pain in my heart would stop. So that perhaps I can live my life normally and forget about all that I have seen. As I glared at her and looked into her red eyes, I realized that she knew what was to happen and she was prepared to embrace death. Rei knew what has just happend and was ready to accept the consequences. I raised my hand and pointed it at both of them, my white flames rose higher. I suddenly saw Mamoru slowly awake and sluggishly take Rei's hand into his. The two were prepared to die, both were ready to take the punishment of my anger, but I felt that neither was afraid of death as long as they died together. My resolved suddenly shattered and I felt a sob escape my lips at the sight of the two. It was then that the rest of the senshi came in transformed. They took one look at me and all did the double take on the nude Mamoru and Rei cowering on the corner. It was Mercury who asked the question that was brewing in their minds. "What the hell is going on," she demanded. Okay I know this may be a lame ending, but this is where I have to consider what to write next. Well please send any flames or comments to neene96@yahoo.com. _________________________________________________________ DO YOU YAHOO!? Get your free @yahoo.com address at http://mail.yahoo.com